I MISS MELISSA. I wanna tell her something, about something, about someone, who isn't... nice. HAHA, and here's what she wrote on her blog. :D

Anyways, yesterday was yet another awesome day. I went to Amanda's youth fellowship, so finally, and yah i had a blast. The people there were all so heartwarming and cheerful. It was my first time there and they already treated me like one of them.

Together with Amanda, Calista, Rachel, Joanna or something (really cant remember her name), Xavier and his bro, we went to Vivo for dinner. Hahaha they're really really REALLY nice + fun people. Hehe, had lotsa fun with them.

YAY. haha, YAY, that was for th 27th. AND YAY, i let everything off my chest to a youthphorian who WASN'T my brother. Haha, thanks LOADS, if you're reading this. CHRISTOPHERHASAGOODLISTENINGEAR. And thank God for that. it feels real good to just scream it out. And it was nice of him to just listen. And i just ranted on. When he went to bathe, i continued on, but i told him he didn't have to read them. HAHA. i'm so talkative. I talked all the way to revalations, and th fact that i don't like anyone. and rules, and when he came back, i was still talking. he called me a tough cookie. haha. I GUESS I AM.

I'm at Ryan's house, btw. so is his friend. And its hell boring. i'm watchign them play his PS2. ITS SO BORING OKAY. i mean, who the heck can th same game 247? ITS SO BORING CANS. urghs. screw the games. oh, and i should be VERY solemn. Because someone something Some animal died. Aiyoo, very sad lorh. reuben spend so much time and money on the tank thing. First time, the tank below leak. This time, the fish died cause th pail in which they put th fish in was unknowingly polluted with Detergent. I've seen many fish die before(yes, under my hands) , And i know how.. heart-burdening it is for you to see the fish struggle in there, trying to breathe but they just cant. CHEER UPS OKAY. maybe the whole clique can go help you out tomorrow. :D

My hest has real weird spots. Its like, bites, but not bites at th same time. mummy says its cause i'm dirtyyy. But i bathe lorh. i think it runs in th genes, cause Mark has them too. Or maybe its mild Eczema, since popo and my cousins have them, and they say its genetic. And Reuben very zai lorh. he just now tease me, then i really tio. And Rachel and Xavier were hardly onl9 today. I miss them alot. ): haha, i miss people so easily.

I don'tknwo why, it seems that ive forgotten so many things in life since this holiday. MUST BE MY CHURCH FRIENDS. haha, I miss talking to Harita, but when i saw her yesterday, i was like, speech,less, while she and Germaine talked.. the way she and i used to. And gees, they knowa lot of things about each other now that i don't even know what is about. Everytime i try to call her, she's doing something else. Says sorry, then continues ahead. <s>And she still says she's afraid of drifting apart(?) Gees. i don't KNOW her anymore. and she doesn't know me. GOSH. screw it. i knew this day would come, somehow.