I had a very very bad dream NIGHTMARE last night. (ooops i just burped:D)

I DREAMT JIMMY (the one that wore a bling bling) CALLED ME. i told him i was in malaysia, but i think it was China. I probably said Malaysia to quickly get him off the phone. And he sounded so funny i laughed like siao after that. somehow, Mummy and Daddy had to send me back to Singapore. thinking back, it might be because i laughed too badly. so i cried larghs. Then I went back to my room, then i wanted to sleep in my bro's room. And thats where i slept last night. HAHA. i just missed him so much.

The class Party shall come later, it ended up the way i had pretty much expected it to. I'll talk to you about the considerably short conversation i had with Mark yesterday. I was ALOT shorter than most Conversations we had. And yesterday made me dislike games MORE. they suck.

Before i slept, i said the usual ''Good night'' ''Good night'', '' i love you!'' ''...okay''. He usually says ''ilove you" back ): . I think he only realised that he was supposed to be NORMAL after i said i love you a few more times. It made me very very saaaddd.

Okay. My ulterior motive of Sleeping there that night, was to tell him about Youthphoria camp (WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS~) sorry, it just makes me high high high. BUT, he was stuck on his stupid game on the stupid Xbox and he was ALSO using his Computer. Yes, Screw Techonology. i couldn't find any other better time, cause he's been playing games ALL DAY. When i started to tell him about how awesome camp was, And what teacher Esther taught us, he just ..''mm.. mm,.. mm'' then he'll start laughing at his stupid game. IF i asked if he was listening to me, he'd just say yes.

Then after a while of ME talking, he finally said '' mei, don't talk to korkor about these kind of things okay?'' then when i asked why, He said he still has a lot of un-answered questions. Like what? he only asked me one. I had asked that question before, but i decided to put all my doubts away, and just put my trust fully on God. He asked Why did God even make us.aid even Pastor couldn't answer it. (i was wondering when he ever spoke to Pastor-.-) SO i told him, Because God wanted something to be in his image, Something more to Love, to show how great he is. SOmething to accompany him, something to praise him. And then i doubted.. MYSELF. i didnt even know if what i said was true. Its a MAYBE.

ANYWHO, i hate games. When i see Mark being some major anti-social at home, it makes me very very saaadddd. Cause games can screw your relationship with your friends and family. When they see you like this, it hurts them. But once you're addicted, What else can they do but pray? I've seen MANY people whose Friendships and Relationships have been screwed due to games. I don't want Mark to be the same. Amanda doesn't like games. Maybe its just that she can't get addicted to them easily. The longest time she was addicted to something was like, Neopets. And it was an off and on addiction.

Class party was boringgg. Maybe not for the rest of them laa, since they get pretty easily entertained. And Harita had to leave like, Early, that made it WORSEEE. so i ended up watching th baba show. Dylan, Brendan, Celester , and i dunno wo came early to play basketball before Janel's party. Iffat came at around 4, so we went to buy ice, then Brendan came cause he found walking around the mall with nothing to do boring. (one of the reasons why i don't like big groups) and yes, around all the girls went to Janel's party. I wasn't invited. but i wouldn;t have gone anyway. cause going to a party with someone you're not close to ain't fun. And Brendan says that there's this thing about them, that if the boys don't go, the girls won't go. they don't see the meaning for the party. Its for the birthday girl. Not to flirt. That chissed me quite a bit.

I ate a whole lot of food. i think i might skip lunch today. :D i'm toooo fat. But people say the stress i'm gonna get exposed to in sec sch will help lose weight. If i go to regent, the only stress i'll have is the stress of being beaten up. SHIT. and i dreamt that i went to Regent. I think the Security guards probabbly hate me cause of the stupid noise made by the class. SCREW IT. they hai gan gimmie cold stare. And i just don't .. CANNOT click well with the other girls.. OR GUYS.

If the maple clique didn't talk about maple 247, i'd be able to click well with them. The other ones are either too guai, or they laugh so easily. Thats just an indirect way of saying, bad sense of humour. I just pretend to laugh along. And it gets on my nerves. i don't like to be a hypocrite okay. BUT I CARE ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS> :D haha
And brendan saved me by a whole lot. Celester too. :D Celester saved me from Ben, Bren saved me from Enrik. :DDDDDDD Brendan's one was super funny. Cause when there were only a few guys left, i asked someone to help me clear the garbage. then Enrik and his major sacarsm came running and said '' OKAY! OKAY! LEMME HELP!'' then i paused... Then brendan came running. He whispered in my ear, '' I saw enrik coming. I HAD TO DO SOMETHING.'' i laughed. Then When Ben was carrying the ice box, i glanced at Celes, then he said, '' YA LA! alter i carry la''. HAHA, thats HIS way of showing concern. :D Haha, i love you two a lot a lot. :D HAHA, and i think Celester gave up on trying to stop me from saying '' i love you'' to people/ HAHA. LOSER. so he said he loved us back, FOR THE FIRST TIME! :D :D :D :D :D haha, My er zi men. :D


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Don, JT, Rean, Janel



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HAHA, yuyi so cute
That is Brendan SLEEPINGG
Sham, Agnes,
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Sham, her detatched hand, and Agnes
Sham and VICC
i like his bag.
bren, Gareth
Vic, Aggie at th back