I currently need to talk to Melissa, like a lot.
or maybe ShengJie. Since they're probably the only ones who are willing to listen.
If i could, i'd talk to Harita, but i think she's rather busy. And i doubt she'd understand much anyway.
My clique doesn't give a damn cause they don't know who i'm talking about, so they just shut me up. Ouch, i know. Muthita does try to listen, though. (: I told Marilyn.Y about it today though. But she doesn't know who its about either, so i think its not that easy. Only Mel and SJ knows.

Cheer up-a-doodle-day Amanda.L , your brother cares for you, i'm sure, and you do hate him. For caring. OH WELL, just pray and see what God wants you to do about it kay? Listen hard, to God and your heart. I'll pray for you, and i'm sure things will get better in no time. I love you a lot a lot, and Old Ahmas are always there for you k? :D

I woke up with a cramp on my right leg this morning. Not ache, it was a cramp. So much so that i could hardly move. But i tossed and turned anyway, cause it hurt so bad. Maybe my muscles tore or i'm been over stretching my unflexible body too much. So i tossed and turned for 4 minutes, then the moment my maid came to check if i were awake, the pain was gone. Then everytime there was the least bit of weight applied on it, it would start to tremble and shake. But that God it was pretty okay by the time swimming started. (: I love swimming beginners. Its SO fun. seriously. (:

There's been something that's been bugging me for really long. I want it too, but i just don't wanna lie or give them the wrong impression. And i know it makes you sad, but i'm sad about it too. Lets pray God will turn me 16 tomorrow k? :D