No Calista, no Rachel, no Joanna, no Xavier, no Reuben.

Thats how i live my church life. My FMSS Pcg sits somewhere out there, and i sit on th opposite side with my brother, who wasn't sitting with me today. He had to go home to lend his friend his camera or something.

About Unity today, on how our conductor is Christ, and how we tend to worship our human leader more than Christ these days, therefore splitting up. How God doesn't only speak through sermons, but also songs and the people around us.

Went home by myself aft church. My parents and they're CG went to some old folks home to visit an (obviously) old man. Wasn't too keen, so i left. Had cereal for lunch. I've totally no appetite. Don't ask why.

My paragraphs are so short, but i don't care. I'm not as happy today. Don't ask why. I need someone to talk to. But Thomas'd rather game . Harita ain't replying MSN, Mel's prob'ly busy at youth now. I'm not too sure about Mook, Amanda, or Heidi's schedule, so maybe not.

I saw Reuben Lim outside church. He's prob'ly pissed with me for reminding him so many times about Xavier's money. Maybe i'll just help him pay off first. I jumped up to him and said hi in the middle of the road. First think that popped out was what he owes to Joel and Xavier. Probably cause Joel had asked me to tell him just a few minutes ago in church. Was sitting beside him. So that was the last thing in my head.

We haven't seen each other for soooooooo long, but that was all we could say. If i had a chance, i could probably talk for hours about my life. But didn't get the chance. He was off with his dad, and my bus was here. So much for a Youth camp date right, Memories. I miss them so much i could cry laaa. ): Just saw Xavier recently, so maybe not as much. Talked to Rachel yesterday, not so much. Just saw cal yesterday, don't miss her at all. Joanna, i miss her smile. And i haven't talked to my date in real long. We lost communication. haha, But i miss them as a whole.