Detailed, boring post/

I feel like breking down.

Woke at 5, stoned till 5.30, got up, felt giddy. Stoned for a few seconds till my head got back , got ready to leave, Mood= happy.

Left at 5.50, forgot waterbottle, went back, came out, forgot wallet, went back, went out, missed th train, waited, came off at YCK. TOok 72, waited quite long. got on th bus at 6.49. I thought i'd give myself 40 mins beore i came off the bus, since Heidi said it would be less than an hour. mood=Nervous ( i reckoned i'd get lost)

Ended up in some woody area off Tampanies. Got off bus at 7.30.Got scared, I thought they weren't replying me. I panicked, called them. Spoke halfway, my fuggin phone cut off. fug, I knew i needed new phone, mummy just fuggin refused to listen. Now i'm fuggin lost, and my fuggin phone's screwed. Turned phone on again, called again, cut off again. Mood= wanted to cry.

Sorry.

Walked from Tampanies to hougang, Head hurting like shit. Drank half a bottle of water, had to pee. sheez. It seemed as if i wasn't anywhere near buidlings. Oh, freak. Walked, walked, walked walked, received the smses They sent me from like, last night. FREAK. fug my friggin phone (sorry again.). IF my mum had got me a fuggin new phone earlier, i wouldn't need to get lost. Thought i found Ave 8 three times, But life had to suck, so i wondered why Ave 8 was in Ave10 which was in sengkang out of nowhere. Nothing made sense.
Mood: Lost-er than ever, tearing.

Forced a smile and walked on. Sometimes, its good to hide emotions. Walked till i gave up, hailed a cab. I read Amanda's block as **8 instead of **3 cause i was giddy. Walked in th carpark area for 20 minutes, Amanda called to pick me up. Oh freak, block **3, i so hate you.
Mood=frigging pissed; happy to see them.

Had told them to start earlier, but they only typed our group name in th document. Like, whuut. okay. Started readings. As expected, Amanda was pretty distracted, But i didn't expect Heidi to be distracted too. I thought Heidi was more serious, but she was worse. But they seemed so much like small kids absorbed in their game that i just had to leave them be. Did history, was honestly kinda pissed at their attitude. We were running out of time, i was on th brink of tears.
Woke up so early with a headache, Rushed all th way, got lost,almost cried, only do everything with Mook, Although Amanda did help a little, like, playing the game part of science, and answering a few ques here and there. Time was running, and i was stress like freaking shit. They, were playing some barbie game(LOL).
Mood= Friggin stressed.:x

Got home, stoned , lying on th bed. Slept. I'm feeling all better now. I love them a lot. HAHA, but we need to be more serious, or we'll never get things done. I don't wanna be Jing Ying here, but thats just how i feel. Time to play, time to be serious. haha, I'm sorry if i offended you. Screw tomorrow. i have to idea what th friggin plans are. Frigging LiLaoShi nv tell us what to do, i'm so gonna sue him if have money. I don't like you, LILAOSHI.you screw up lives with your fuggly teaching.

Sorry for vulgaritites, today's not my day.

Now, the lady singing on hallmark looks and sounds like a guy. Maybe it is a guy.