And then right, i think i also falling sick lo. ):

i'm having a flu today. I don't even know how. I bet it was from STUPID JAMIE SIM. hehehehhehehe. I bought a book which is to be used as a diary. Gonna decorate it later. GRINS

anywhooooots.
HAPPY MOURNDY THURSDAY.
okay, sounded weird- Happy mourning. But yeah, whtv. Let's go commorate the last supper. I shall bring you through the procedure. :D

SO, the disciples were having their supper with Jesus, and Jesus took the bread and asked them to eat it for it represented his body, and to do it in remembrance of him. Then he took the cup and said ''drink from this, all of you. This is my blood for the new covenant, poured out for you and for many for the forgiveness of sins'' ( i could only remember the drink part. hehe) . So he took the cup, gave thanks, and gave it to his disciples. Then Jesus said that on that fateful night, someone was to betray him. The disciples were in confusion, and said, '' Sure not I Lord,'' THen Jesus told Judas Iscariot, '' It is you'' OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, then Judas left halfway, got the guards, Got Jesus arrested, passed on to julius then to this other guy then back and forth and back and forth.

SO they finally decided to crucify him. And geeez, he died for us. The people who crucified him, were the people who saw all his miracles, and who received so much love and help. What stupidity. Yeah, a thats about mourndy thursday for you. Might , or not be, going to church for mourndy thursday service later on, since i'm down with a pretty bad cold.

Sometimes, i just wish God could speak to me straight in my face, so i could know what his will was quickly. i'll bet he's teaching me patience. But , i just wanna know, now. Maybe, maybe he's been telling me, just that i wasn't listening hard enough. I wanna tell mummy about this, but i don't know how. How would she take it, accept it?

And go listen to this song: God of this city by Chris Tomlin. Its really nice :D