Today's message didnt' really get to me. I wasn't focused. Me and my mind was wondering elsewhere. Anywhere but on God. Why?

God speaks to us in wonderous ways. Someone once said that God speaks to you in ways that you're most definite in. For me, that would be music and people around me. I could totally relate every song during worship this morning to the current situation im in. I usually enjoy worship cause i know those songs. But this time, the songs that spoke to me most, were songs that i don't even know, are hardly ever sang.

Right now, I think God's assuring me, and all of us, that he will be in God's hands. While we sang 'open the eyes of my heart', I was praying for God to open the eyes of His heart, that he may get to know God, and accept him as his Father God. Having a good relationship with God is by far, very important. And i have to admit i have been backsliding.

And yes, i know that My God, my ONE AND ONLY GOD is almighty and powerful. He's awesome, and he loves us just the way we are. There is no greater love than his, for we love, because he first loved us. And i guess , right now, we've all gotta put our faith in him. My God is mighty to save. If God saved him, he must have had his reasons. Maybe God wanted him to become a christian first.

Right now, i could probably write a million paged prayer essay all for you. Call me black again. Call me John Le Paul. Tease me with Dede. Anything. Now i know what taking someone forgranted really feels like. Thank God you're alive. My God is Mighty to save, Amen? (:













Remember these? I want more of them. You havent shown me the 'handsome dede' yet. You told me never to forget you, and you said to keep in touch. ( actually huh, i don't care about dede alr. haha). AND ITS JOHN LE PAUL, NOT PAUL LE JOHN! haha, Quickly get up you foolish loser.