Here's what i definately WOULD NOT want in a (future) boyfriend.
- Someone wo would get jealous DANG easily, like by me talking to another guy.
- Someone who wouldn't give any freedom and who'd tail me 24/7
- Someone who ( i just killed 2 ants. aye, random) doesn't know how to understand me and put himself in my shoes, and look and my situation before commenting
- Someone who doesn't know me well and doens't know what i'd put before him
- Some sensitive freak who doesn't allow me to tease him

But yeah, whoever Mr.iloveamandawoonkaili is, he'd better be a christian. :D thats #1 piority. :D

I was thinking to myself last night( i always do), and i've come to realise that while an entire bunch of people find security at home, i don't exactly feel that way. At home, it sometimes seem as if i don't get the privacy i need.

Mark always makes me fall on the brink of tears when he snatches my phone away, mummy likes to ask me to NOT place my phone under the pillow( which gives me the impression that she wants to read it, but i keep it anyway)

And just last night, she checked on me while i was clearing smses, and she snatched my phone away. And while it was in her hand, i received an sms, so i snatched it back. Then she gave a big hoo-ha on why my friends are smsing me so darn late.

Like hon, i'm in secondary, and i have more projects. But the sms wasn't about that anyway, but still. Then now she has this totally pointless ruling on, NO SMSES AFTER 9.30. when i sleep at like, 10 or eleven.

And yeah, home's the world's most boring place. My clique stays halfway across, and it takes about an hour to travel. Come on, tell me about it. I hardly communicate with DLSS peeps these days anymore. I'm not familliar with mel's schdule.

Other than that, i have YM and SJ. SJ's havinghis Os, and mummy doesn't like me going out with boys. And FYI, i don't flirt. I'm not so free. Its just that i grew up with two guys, which technically makes me able to clique with guys pretty well.

Speaking of which, i think Dan korkor ( my 2nd brother) is like, any girl's ideal boyf. Sometimes i just wish i could runaway to someplace better, wherever that may be. Life is never perfect, i know.