Its 9.55 in the a.m and i'm not going to chruch. I don't wanna spread this thing all over. Besides, its on the verge of getting better, and i don't wana go into an air conditioned room. Also, i haven't touched my homework. School and BSF. Maybe i'll do some piano a well.

I woke up , had breakfast, and slumped back into my bed-The greatest comfort. Layed there for half an hour, then started jumping on it. I know i'm weird. ): It took me an hour and a half to fall asleep last night after screaming at myself in my head, asking why i was so stupid. I guess everyone goes through stuff like these. And its up to you if you wanna hold on or not.

I read through my outbox and felt that gush. Everything i said crumbled on me. So i said to myself that four years later, i've gotta pay it back. If it still lingers in me, that is. Ouch.

Kevan Mark told me something that totally stunned me. :o Adam Lambert's version of Heartless is nice. Melissa's blog songs are so addictive. NO, i don' fan over American Idols.

I like to reflect on the things i do. I've come to realise that regret is just a feeling. You can regret for eternity, but if you don't do anything about it, you'll just lose it. You can regret over something and cry and cry, but at the end, you'll have to let it go. Regret is only a feeling, if you don't put it into action. So at the end of the day, if you're not gonna do anything about it, there's no point in regretting.

I suddenly miss Youth Camp alot. I'll bet Xavier misses Rachel/Melissa a lot. He's so desperate for an outing , which Reuben would definately not go to because he's such a lazy ass who wakes up the latest. I remember we all had to go to his room and scream at him t wake him up. Which would make us late. I miss you guys. ):