Its only day one, and i'm already feeling like i just wanna lose myself.

Heidi's sms totally made me cry. Thanks a lot. (: It made me feel a lot better. Im really sorry i couldn't make it for MacRitchie today. I was all prepared as well. But really no choice ... My nostrils are like that of a bull's right now. I feel like Amanda Lim, just that mine has a better reason. I know you understand. (:

And Muthita and Marilyn Tan, Thanks a gazillion for the comfort. And YuL as well, although you didn't even know whats going on. I was really laughing when i was talkin to you. Thanks for offering to help bringing me to the docs and for supper. Haha, you're like my 3rd brother. (:

I miss being closer to God. But since i've started backsliding, i've been finding it very hard to crawl back up. And now i find it hard even to talk to God. Maybe cause i've got a lot of things in my head. And that sucks. And i don't even have the mood to even attempt crawling back up.

Am i still a princess? (: