I've changed my blogskin due to the repeated rants by Heidi. I guess the fonts were very small anyway.

I so freaking ass hate PE. Or NAPFA, i'd rather. I mean, come on. You don't ask a man from China to teach english right? Same applies. Different people were born to do different things. And i'm DEFINATELY not into sports. Why don't they have Music exams like these? Its so freaking unfair. Napfa won't make a musician's life any better. So i don't see the freaking point in making me run. I have my own ways of keeping fit. Not like im obese whatsoever.

How bout i ask them to learn a piece by bah in 2 months? I.suck.at.sports.fullstop. Oh no, don't say that '' You didn't even try!'' Cause i did. I tried training but it brought me nowhere. 2.4 leaves me seeing stars, Literally. It makes me spend the half hour after that in pain. I'm weak, so what? If I don't care, i don't see why you should.

You've made us run 3 times already. I seriously don't know what you want from me. Ask an athlete. Chia chuan maybe? to master the guitar and piano and violin in 6 months, you think he can? Being able to play at least 2 jazz pieces in perfect beat, all the scales, Learn all the chords. ALL THESE WHILE BEING WHO HE IS. You think he'd even BOTHER? Oh ya, sure thing, You might say that Music won't make you any fitter. But to me it makes me feel at ease.

I can go on and on about how much i think NAPFA is just a pure waste of time for people who CMI. Call me negative, but i've tried being positive already. You don't ask a mute man to sing, ou don't ask a blind man to show you directions. You don't ask a paralyzed man to play tennis. You don't ask ME to run some freaking 2.4 which would just demoralize me and make me feel bad and like a piece of shit.

I had to break my fast cause of this shiz, please and thank you. You have no idea how pissed i am. Napfa doesn't make MY life ANY better. So screw it ttm. Ya la, you're prolly thinking, How could anyone hate NAPFA? I'm telling you that I am not You. So don't be so kickass judgemental. Being born with a shit ass stamina and muscles that take long to grow was not my choice.

Sorry for the rant. No offence ya. Im just so freaking moody cause of today's running. If the teachers want to see me faint, fine. WAIT TILL I TAKE OVER MOE AND MAKE SURE ALL OF YOU PASS MUSIC. (muahahah).
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I really dreaded Choir today. Was really way too tired from NAPFA. Which I BELIEVE, should be an optional thing. HMPH

Mummy refuses to go to the hospital. TSK. And get well soon, Amanda.L, Grace and Wil. I love ya'll many much. God bless. :D