I happen to be pretty down today. Its been about 2 days since Bev left for Boston. I had initially promised myself not to cry that day but i guess i'm not one to hide my emotions. Man, i really miss Bev. And Annabel as well. Prolly 100-200 people came to send them off. Youthphoria's gonna be different without them.

Then there's Mr Loh. I really feel so sad for him. I mean, EVERYONE takes him forgranted. And everytime i see how much he tries to teach us, but we just don't listen, it kinda breaks my heart. Like c'mon la, he's already so old. At least try to show him SOME respect right... And imagine if he really gets fired ( because of our rebellion and stubborness), how's he gonna find somewhere else to work? He's already so old. I really don't know why we can't spare a thought for him. I just hate seeing old people being bullied like that. They don't deserve this. I don't ever want to see him as a cleaner or whatever next time. It makes me so sad

Then NAPFA. I seriously don't know how long more they're gonna push us. (As i've said a trillion times) They can't force us to do things we CANT. This is a mission school right? And if God gave us the freedom of choice , why can't they? Aren't they supposed to strive to be Godly? Then where's all this going to? They have absolutely NO RIGHT to control us (&you.have.to.agree).

Go ahead and say, '' Why can't you just run and get it over with?''. Then i'll tell you i'm not you, and everyone's born to do a different thing. Now they're gonna make us run every (freaking) day till we pass. Screw.it.la. I miss Primary school NAPFA. Im gonna Doc. I want an MC and i seriously don't care. I'll point a gun to their head if they make me.

And who'd have known i would have scored so low for my literature? Mook, Heidi, they ALL beat me. I was prolly one of the loswest in class. From a full mark to a pass-by-a-few-marks. How'm I supposed to cope with that? I wrote so freaking much according to Mrs Goh's teachings, and i got so low. Tell me where this world is heading. Im gonna fight for my marks.

And i can't help but worry about my piano. ):

Enough sad stuff. I bought my first clothe from ZARA! Yeah, and its so gorgeous i wanna cry man. And it was only 19.90. I bought L cause i think it was super comft. And yes, I have been putting on weight. Nother Happy thing, Class tee. We got it today. But im reveiving mine tomorrow. The colour's so striking man. But coolios ah, no other class as pew as ours.

HAPPY (belated) 50th BIRTHDAY MUM.(23/8)
you're half a century. Stop saying you need to lose weight 15 minutes after saying you need to put on weight you goon. Love you very much. :D Thanks for buying me something on your birthday even though it was supposed to be the other way round. YAY, you still look 40.

Oh oh, Farewell func, seniors laughed at things we didn't even know. I felt so unsincere to attend a function for people i didn't even know. But okay ah, love my cohort peeps. :D Got home around 12. Got home about 2 on saturday after sending Bev and Annabel off (T.T) I actually lied down on the airport floor while taking the AMC group picture. I bet i stunk like a skunk.

Pictures of Day of his power. Sorry i so lag ah

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