I

HAVE

TOTALLY

SCREWED

MY

PIANO

EXAM.

The stupid cold had to add on to my nerousness. It felt as if it were 17 or 18 degrees. My hands were shaking like no one's business. Slipped notes like shiz. Played major instead of minor, clapped pulse instead of rhythm, told them it was baroque when it was 20th century, anyhow sang , played sight reading totally off beat. I can't find anything good that i actually did. I reckon a failure. But i've gotta trust God. If i fail, miss lew isn't gonna teach me anymore. Stupid ang moh, too used to the cold. Ah , shut the excuses Amanda, just pray you'll get (ATLEAST) a pass.

Eng: 22/30
Chinese: 26/50
Sci: 27/40
Math: 36/40
Geog: 24/30 (or was it 34/40?)
Lit: ?

Thats as far as my memory (thats failing) can carry me. Didn't get to see Web at Mook's house today. ): ahha.

Okay la, im like, really dissappointed in my piano. I really pray he'll be linien. And he has to be REALLY linien. I've never felt so screwed up in my life. Seriously. Music's what i was SUPPOSED to be born for, but music's what I'm about to fail. And my dad and Mark didn't make it any better. Im not one that usually needs the after support, but sometimes, they've just gotta know i need it. Sometimes, they've gotta learn to be there for the people around them.

Thanks to Bev and Yu Ming and Heidi and Mook and MarilynT/Y and Denise and etc.
Please pray for me. Please.