27 Sept, History channel. Must remind me huh.

Geez. I'm back. After forever(andibetyoumissedmeright). Was super lazy la. Any whoots, was watching the 7 deadly sins on pride. And how it is the deadliest sin. It was called, the crusher of souls and some other stuff. And i just found out that the Bible didn't talk about the fall of Lucifer.

There's this culture , i think its called the armish, they live TOTALLY without pride. They wear simple clothes, they don't use technology cause they think it ultimately leads to pride, they don't take pictures cause its a form of vanity, blablabla. But one of the experts were saying that their desperateness to become humble would soon be a form of pride. True.

Pride is the key that lead to the fall of man, the fall of Lucifer, the rise of Hitler=WW2, the fall of Napoleon. Pride is also like, a way of going against God. Pride is like, comparison. And honestly i've never really seen pride so deeply before. I(L)HISTORY CHANNEL. And Thomas, Geeks have a future. Unlike people like you.

Letazia came over yesterday after choir for about an hour. We were learning the Singout dance. Met Heidi and the rest of the dancers after that. I feel super extra lor. Every time its me with the dancers as they try to teach me the dance. And boy do i suck. But i love all of them very much anyway. I feel closer to them then the choir lor. pffffts.

If i may speak, I think guys these days are childish and immature. Or at least those of my generation. They claim to love their Girlfriends, they claim that they want them for the rest of their lives blablabla, but when their girlfriends tell them to NOT do something, like play a game, they still do it, and tell us not to tell their girlfs. What kind of commitment is that?
And they claim to LOVE her when they can't even do such a simple thing. And its for their own good anyway. Im speaking for a friend, so don't get the wrong idea.

When i look at all the guy friends i have, it freaks me out to think that ANYONE of them might just be the one i'll spend the rest of my life with. And it sucks cause they're so friggin immature that i can't imagine them being my dream boyfriend. I'm gonna make sure i bring up my son (if i have one) well. Unlike them. Sorry for the rant, its just really bothering me.

And then there're those that are self proclaimed Christians who can't even respect their parents, much less any authority over them. They look like gangsters that can't even respect THEMSELVES. Where's this world going, really. Satan is such an ass and i really REALLY hate satan. I admit, i can be materialistic and rude to my parents, but not to their extent. It chisses me. Im sorry im crapping this on a public blog, but i dont really care. It just bothers me.

And look, all these cause of pride. I need to tell Heidi and Mook stuff. Desperately.

And thanks for waking me up to know i'll never want to be like you. You know who you are if you're reading this. Stop hurting her.