The Nights of Eden by ~ADOUR on deviantART

HAPPY 12th BIRTHDAY HAZIQUE!

Woohoo! We kinda lost communication, but I STILL LOVE YOU! *twists*

Here's my plan for 3.11:

• Nothings and Nothings

My DLS would be busy.

Heidi and Mook have dance.

I'm lazy to travel to the east with LimmyThongs.

Melissa, haven't checked. Maybe later. I reckon she'd have training.

GM would be somewhere out there.

I figured that if you didn't bother about your own birthday, no one else would bother about it for you. Why i don't bother is cause i figured everyone is always busy. Its hard to go out in a group. So when i don't bother, no one else bothers. And sometimes i just wish they would. But its fine, actually. This world's so busy. Birthdays are like nothings when you turn 13 cause you get tired of celebrating it the 13th time in a boring place like singapore.

I remember my conversation with Mel about why we shouldn't affect the feelings of people around us. But i think it as funny, since most people say we shouldn't hide our feelings. But at the same time, when we show that we're angry, sad, lonely, pissed, they get angry about it. How then are we supposed to show our feelings? The world is such a contradicting place. Whatever it is, i still tend to not tell people my feelings. I don't like being a mood spoiler.

Mummy and I baked muffins to give out today. I initially thought it was some happy holiday kinda present until my mum told me she meant it as my birthday. But i only told a few people that. I reckon no one really ever bothers to read my entire post so i guess not many will know. I just told most of them it was kind of a random thing. Glad most of you liked it. Except Heidi. Tsktsk. Ha

I think this post is pretty monotone. Im feeling monotone. I ate my first Mos BURGER. If it could be considered, since i ate the veggie one. My day would actually have been good. I guess it still is. its pretty amazing how one event can sometimes ruin the whole day. My results, pretty satisfied. That'll prolly be the main happy thing of today. Madam said I managed to get top few in the level. Yay

Oh sheesh. I just realised the holidays start today. Wow. Priority to Mook and GM since they'll be flying off to Thailand/ Indonesia soon. Boohoo. Oh ya, Shamil made friends with my parents, like wow. He kept asking my mum to make him more muffins. Goodness. My dad kept laughing at him. Okay, i have so much to say. But nevermind. Byebye.

Oh ya, I think its very frustrating when people don't know how to cooperate and dont know when to be serious. And also when people are really self centred and money minded. OH, One more thing, My school's super budget. I hate singing in school.

ZZZ.

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Don't feel sad, GM! I'm here for you whenever you need me okay? (: I've been through this before, so i totally know how you feel. Find strength in the Lord while you're there and we won't be communicating ya. Be there for your parents too! Love ya! (:

Labels: 1 Faith, Birthday, Choir, Clique, Death, DLS, Exam, GM, Schdule, Thoughts