Thatheapofgarbage

2010-01-06T16:57:00.002+08:00

http://www.thatheapofgarbage.tumblr.com/
Shout mix is on the left. Comments at the bottom. Yay. Im a geek bye

Away.

2009-12-17T22:21:00.002+08:00

18-22 Dec

Will be away, accross the oceans across the barren land. Haha. Okay ya anyways, I'll be over at Youth camp 09 * SCREAMS!* So yeah. Don't text/call me no matter whatm even though I know you'll miss me and all but don't worry, I will be back.

Jet's album is so nice. Timothy is a mega sad song. I love my new CD player yay. Okay.

Here's what you say: Have fun at youth camp Amanda! I'll miss you so much. Take care of yourself and everyone else k! Let God mould you! Love you very much. Kisses. (: Oh, ANd your taste for music is so good! Okay, Lovelove, Bye!

Leaving at 10 tomorrow morning. Send your last wishes now or never. Ha.Ha.Ha. Kididng k bye

DREAMS

2009-12-10T23:10:00.001+08:00

OMGOMGOMG.
My mum and I had the same dream. or close to the same dream. HEHEHEHEHEHE.
Updated at Tumblr. :D

TUMBLING METALS

2009-12-08T22:56:00.002+08:00

I love Melissa cause she makes me laugh. And she introduces nice pretty things to me, such as nice pretty songs and nice pretty new websites, and nice pretty Tumblr.com. Smart people would guess the URL, dumb people won't. So if you can't, you are dumb. Heh. Kidding

Okay well it doesn't really matter cause (i think) I'd still be updating here and all. Or maybe I should just totally ditch this. But I have nuffnang which isn't making any diff to my life. Oh well. blogger is getting pretty boring ( just look at how often I post now compared to last time!). And i can't believe I actually wanted to stick to Blogger for the rest of my life with the same URL. Although that would be cool ah.

Come to think of it, blogger is pretty flexible. I think wordpress is good too. I can't make up my mind. But tumblr has the coolest name cause there isn't an 'e' in between 'L' and 'R'. BTW, whats A feed? And is there a way i can move my entire blogger to tumblr? I think its super cool. Probably cause the page seems alot classier. And I like class (: HEE

Worship prac aft shopping for barnabas yesterday was powowsome. PCG is coming over tomorrow to pack stuff. And I have a hell lot of piano homework to finish by thursday. Good luck to me man. Tumblr Yay! Maybe I should photocopy all my posts to tumblr. or smth. YAY. Okay I shall go explore tumblr now byebye

pix

2009-12-06T17:20:00.003+08:00

Brendan+Linus=GEN tlemently Gay. TEEHEE Kidding

What we call racial Harmony :D

MUMMY!

Daddy, Me

You took my life with you.

2009-12-06T16:43:00.003+08:00

Feeling super list/life-less now for who-knows-what reasons. I think i've been far too active man. My dreams keep getting weirder and weirder. Like last night I dreamt Amy May and one of the Singout HIHS leaders were doing the do-re-mi dance and there were only the three of us cause all the rest were absent. In my dream I forgot the dance, so i kept following them but their actions didn't seem familliar. I later found out it was because they were leaders so their actions were diff. A bit weird cause :

1. Amy May isn't even from school. She's from church
2. The dance steps of the seniors and ours were the same.
3. In my dream, the dance was a mix of the singout + Doremi dance.
4. I wasn't even thinking of any of them before i fell asleep
5. I dont know, Its just so weird

I know I had like a trillion and one other dreams, just that I dont remember any of them, except this one. I woke up feeling super tired though. Boohoohoohoohoohoohoo.

Mummy scratched the car against the car park ( again ) for like the millionth ( actually no la. Just 3rd) time. Poor daddy has to send it for re-painting again. And poor Mummy got a raised voice from daddy. At times like these, I dont know who to feel sorry for. But i always end up feeling sorry for mummy cause she's so blur and quiet while daddy is so domineering. Even though mummy was at fault, i think she couldn't help it cause, well, her driving just damn fail la. Oh well

Bought a new Hush Puppies Sweater at Malaysia, after buying all the tidbits. I feel so satisfied with myself for saving so much of the church's money (yay!). I still haven't bought the marshmellows and Oreos yet though. And the cards and ribbons. Daddy spent like 1000 ringgit yeesterday. Went to Kenny Roger's for my first time. Food's pretty good, only the service sucked. Elvis and all the oldies were playing over the stereo. Love those songs. I think I was born into the wrong era man. And I felt closer to daddy aft yesterday. Mummy did tag along as well though. (:

Went to have Sakae Sushi with Singout budds the other day ( i forgot which day). Ate from 3-6 and made a mess out of that place. Btw, Sakae is a cheat. They tell you its 13.50, but in the end it becomes 17.50. I felt so sad aft that cause I got cheated :( . But I learnt many things like how to shoot peas and that Linus and Brendan are gays. No la, they're not. :D Had a super fun time. And I saw Amos! He's such a cute boy lor. Dont know why Fiona gets irritated. I wanna bring him home man. Hehehe

I'm so lazy to do my homework. History is so stupid cause we need to print out our homework and that sucks cause printing doesn't help to remember things. Stupid teachers without common sense. Im gonna fin lit aft I print out some review and write the credits. Gonna finish reading Geog soon. Then can start WRITING my notes. At least Geography makes some sense. Yay! Here's my plan for the next dunno how many days:

Monday(7):

Go buy barnabas leftovers at Vivo with Choo! :D,
Worship Practice in church.

Tuesday(8):

Either finish up Hist and Lit at home or go Sentosa(Singout!),
Worship prac.

Wednesday(9):

PCG coming over to pack Barnabas stufffff! WEEHEEHEE.
Chooooooo's Birthdayyyyyy! (L)

Thursday(10);

Piano, 10.45
Finish up left over homework ( except chinese! hahaha!)

Friday(11):

Barnabas card making! Haven't decided time/venue yet. Probably Choo's house since she's the other i/c! Yay, so exciting . :D

Im so packed man. I think this year was a very fruitful year+a lot of things learnt. And i haven't been doing QT in eons. I should really start setting apart some time for God man. I hope i don't fall sick anytime soon or i'd go kill something lor.

Oh ya, went to watch New Moon on Friday with Bren+Celes. Super failed plan. :( Harita's getting so emo lor. Makes me feel so bad. And the ending of New Moon sucked. Like mad. Plus i think Bella was so stupid to pick edward. Even though both Jake and Edward are equally ugly. But at least Jacob is so much nicer + fun lor . Bella and edward are both boring people= super not complimenting. I mean Edward can be a little sweet fine. But Jacob is even sweeter lor. I'd so chose Jake over Ed even though he's ugly. I dont really care about looks so ya. And anyway, Jake could so win edward anytime man. Even though it'd be cool to have a boyf with golden eyes.. Okay now i can't make up my mind. Why do I even have to make up my mind?

Hot gossip says Taylor+Taylor are together. And Ethel figured that if they get married, they'd bothe be Taylor Launter. So i picked up a scenario where someone calls and goes

Hello, may I speak to Taylor please?
Which Taylor?
Taylor Launter
Which Taylor Launter? One or Two?
I don't know.

okay yeah. Story uncontinued and shall be left that way. And Chris Chng is my new best friend cause both of us think both Edward and Jake are ugly. YAY! And i'm a v bad welfare in hospi cause i can't organize a proper meeting. I feel v bad about it. Sorry YuLiang! :x

Okay I love all of you very much and i shall continue ot hug my bolster. Bybye

Its gonna take some time.

2009-12-05T08:58:00.003+08:00

I'll be in Malaysia buying Barnabas stuff so please don't call/text/miss me k.

Thank you sooo much Senior for talking to me last night. Got my mind off things for a while. I bet that was the longest conversation you had without any sick things right. HAHA! Kidding.

Last night was a hard night. Know why? My fan couldn't work and I was feeling so sad cause it was so hot. My eyes somehow feel sore now. I should go take a shower in my *cough cough* NEW TOILET. Okay, its not exactly totally done yet cause there's no door. Which is why I'll close the bedroom door first. Heh. Damn shioik to bathe there.

k byebye

Tag Replies

2009-12-02T11:21:00.003+08:00

2 Dec 09, 10:31 AM
Claudia :D: Cheebong.
Claudia :D: Scold me for no reason . Kpkb .
Claudia :D: -'- you.
Claudia :D: -'- you.
Hey sweetie, do I even know you? And why do you scold with a smiley at the back of your name? Rather contradicting. If it was some random virus that sent you some mail, my apologies. That would be an unlikely cause since i don't even know who you are, much less have your mail. Get your facts right before shooting. Sorry if whatever i've said offended you in any way. (:

1 Dec 09, 11:39 PM
cceris: relink
K! (:

1 Dec 09, 11:10 PM
YAHLING :D: My link still got ';D' this smile, yay I LOVE AMANDA WOON! :D
HAHAH! OF COURSE LA! Love you too! :D

1 Dec 09, 04:59 PM
XIAOYINGGG: link me!! :D tagged!!
HELLO! Okay (:

1 Dec 09, 11:33 AM
Carin: Hehe thanks Manda it's like better now hoho. :) Loves (L)
Good good! (: Much love :D

1 Dec 09, 12:40 AM
ClaireY.: AMANDA ! Tagged (:
HEY! Thanks (:

30 Nov 09, 01:38 PM
N I K K I !: Hello ! <3
HEYLOW (L)

30 Nov 09, 01:33 AM
♥ ; PatriceLuvs ,`: hihi :D. passed by :D . stay chio ! :D
EH HELLO! Hahaha. And thanks, although i wasn't really pretty to begin with. Hee

29 Nov 09, 05:51 PM
Teris.: Hihi sis :D
HEYA! (:

28 Nov 09, 03:58 PM
brendan.: Hey! Tagged and clicked =D
HAHAH! I tagged+clicked yours too! :D

28 Nov 09, 09:47 AM
Ray: Woah your Dad Hoseyy xD Tagged :)
YEAH MAN

28 Nov 09, 03:30 AM
Aidah: Amanda tagged:D ,Wah seyhh getting cuter sehh.Love ya (:
HAHAHA! Thanks (: love you too!:D

27 Nov 09, 12:41 PM
Carin: HELLO AMANDA! (L)(L)(L)
HELLO CARIN :D

27 Nov 09, 11:47 AM
MAINE: random, clicked your nuffnang LOL
HAHAH! CLICKED YOURS TOO :D

27 Nov 09, 11:40 AM
brendan.: tags
Thanks (:

27 Nov 09, 02:24 AM
Teris.: Hello sis :]
Hey!

26 Nov 09, 02:00 AM
Isabelle!: Heyhey, heard from Miss Lew that you're coming t DLS later on? Haha. ^^ Seeya k! <3 :D
YES I DID! But i came so late, then so many of you zao alr. :( Didn't get to see you eh!

25 Nov 09, 06:51 PM
YAHLING :D: CHIOBU :P
EH WHY YOU TALKING TO YOURSELF! HAHA

25 Nov 09, 03:36 PM
GM: oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. how are you? tell me bout singout next time:)
HELLO GM!(: Im gooood (: And yes I will :D

25 Nov 09, 12:24 PM
Melissa chan: Singout rocks man! Hope next year also have! :D
HAHA! YEAH! :D

I actually have a spammer of whom i have no idea of! EH but if Miss Claudia is tagged the wrong person by accident, NOT CONSIDERED K. I want to keep my spammer virginity. Oh, and I dont see whats the use of going _'_ or whtv so many times. Rather useless. Hah

Where The Wind Blows.

2009-12-01T22:14:00.003+08:00

Busy week

Monday:
Singout Last rehearsal over at VCH. Somehow my school is always the latest! Hahaha. Had a pretty fun time. HEEE

Tuesday:
SINGOUT! Jolene was so excited she could possibly have shitted man. Its funny cause my singout dance position was right beside my cousins. I think i've talked pretty much about it somewhere out there so yeap.

Wednesday:
Went to look for barnabas stuff wth Yu Ming and Belicia over at Vivo. Our ideas were super crazy man. Im so yayly excited for Encounter'09! HEE. Too bad Meli won't be coming. :( Reuben also not coming. Everyone's falling apart man. I don't think Joanna's coming as well. Boohoohoo.

Thursday:
Had piano in the morning. Thought i wouldn't be late for PSLE result collection, since i heard it started at 2. But when i reached there, Empty. Super heartbreaking can. But at least my sweetie little pies stayed back to wait for us. :D Im really proud of all of them eh! HEE. But none of them are really keen on coming to PHS. :( Oh wells. Can't force them huh.

Went jamming for the first time after that over at somewhere. I love the guitar there. Strings were super easy to pluck. Found it rather noisy though, since the drums didn't seem to be going with any song that the other instrus were playing. Oh, but i managed to do the super failed I'm yours on the piano with willis on the elect and Bren on the drums, and a few other failed attempts. I believe Jamming Studios were made to produce music, not noise, and that we should use our voices to sing, not the MP3, or it'll be a pure waste. Uncle thought I was Brendan's girlf and since he was a bad boyf, he let me have an hour of the piano free. YAY. but i kinda pressed some buttons and it ended up sounding like some funeral organ.

Went to Andrea's concert over at VCH aft that. Waited for Grace and Chelly for forever lor. Then rushed to get a bite, and i think we look very approachable cause like, 2 or 3 people(s) came over to ask for directions. While we were rushing. So Grace came up with super retarded ways to shoo them off. But we didn't bump into any lost souls after her not-so-good idea came about. I bought rice balls from Mr Bean and left it in the crate at VCH without eating it. Im so amazing. RI's choir boys are so funny. Cause they keep adjusting their specs aft every song. We had a stero system around us during the finale cause there were some old boys who knew the song sitting behind us. So funny. The conductor was pretty funny. All of us audiences had to sing towards the end. Hee

Friday:
Went to skate! Had a super mega awesome bloopy fun time! Its been donkey years since i'd last skated. Took some time to get back man.

Saturday:
Youth,was raining mice and birds. Had to take the long way down to the basement so I had to get the umbrella to usher youthphorians down together with RachelTheTall. She's sec 2 and standing at 174 cm man. Had a talk by Rufus about being thankful. Felt i could relate to him and the situation with the office lady with me and the people in my condo.

Sunday:
Church, went out with Youthphoria to celebrate
SHERN'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!
Hee. Happy birthday man. (: You've een a great influence to my life in many ways :D

Monday:
Did lotsa homework. Im about to finish them, except Chinese ( no idea what to do), Lit ( need mummy to help print stuff), Hist ( on the way), Geog ( haven't got tb). YAY!. Im so neng gan (capable?)

Tuesday, today:

Went to meet Fiona at Tpy, was early, she was late. Waited awhile but played Soduku to train my useless mind. Went to Plaza Sing, Watched Fiona read her history ( super failed attempt) while trying to do my piano homework (ever more failed). Met the rest, went to watch MULAN! My childhood show played by my childhood star Huang Zhu Ge Ge! I never knew her real name k. I was crying like bleahs when Xiao Hu died cause he was such a nice guy. My brother says my eyes are swelled a little. HAHA. I like hanging out with them a lot. Played truth or dare aft that. Super funny+ embarrasing. Shall post vids another day if possible. (: Love all of you very much! And i think Allen's racism against himself is hilarious. Poor kid's deprived of accents. HAHA

WoahWoahWoah

2009-11-26T23:49:00.003+08:00

Have I mentioned that my dad lost his wallet the day after we argued about why I always ask him for so much money? We always end up arguing so i guess its not cause of that.

Day he lost his wallet:
Daddy: Eh Manda, why didn't you take more money yesterday?
Amanda: You everytime say I take so much money what! Oh, and I need 8.50 for Choir tee.
Daddy: See la! Now I no money then you ask
Amanda:?
Mark: *giggles* DADDY LOST HIS WALLET!
Amanda: HAHAHAHAH! YOU KIDDING ME MAN!

I was so amused. Mummy said dad was blaming his pants. Its funny cause he used to tell me not to blame anyone but myself. Oh well. Its his first time in his life anyway. Not bad, 56 years. Or at least as far as he claims. It had a stack of 50$ notes inside. Gg!

Tag Replies

2009-11-25T10:32:00.002+08:00

I just took the ones that are displayed on my tagbox. (:

22 Nov 09, 07:42
brendan.: tags. wish me luck, i'm taking french lessons tomorrow ):
GOOD LUCK SON ( although its late :x) :D

22 Nov 09, 01:33
therese: tags
Hey! (: Thanks :D

22 Nov 09, 01:33
therese: hi manda!
HELLO THERESE (:

21 Nov 09, 21:07
MELODY {!}: Hellos ! Tags ! :D
HELLOOOO! (: Thank you! (:

21 Nov 09, 07:02
passerby: good luck for singout :D
Thanks! Haha, Who're you? (: And it was awesome man. :D

21 Nov 09, 02:56
Marilyn.T: I MISS YOU TOO :(
I know. D; HAHA

20 Nov 09, 22:02
KH:D: Tagged:P
Hello (: Ty

20 Nov 09, 00:07
Cheryl: MANDA! yesyesyes we must meetup T14 = <3 ! ok anyways FOLLOW ME AND JAMIE
SIM ON TWITTER! whoots! :)
OKAY! :D HEHEHE.

19 Nov 09, 23:35
Shana: Hi Amanda. (:
HELLO! (: Are you the Shana from DLSS or Church? :x

19 Nov 09, 06:57
Benedict: Tagged:D ahaha!
Thanks! (:

19 Nov 09, 04:48
melissa chan: OMG, why is my frigging ugly face in that pic? i look like a ghost :(
No laaa! And you're in the pic cause you posed as well la! HAHA!

19 Nov 09, 04:36
Harita Stein: Tags! :)
(L)! :D

19 Nov 09, 03:08
Marilyn.T: AMANDA HAS NO EYES IN THE LATEST POST PIC AHAHAHAAAA
I HAVE LOR! Just that i was smiling toooo hard :( HAHAHA!

18 Nov 09, 09:32
brendan.: HEY tagged!
Hey yo :D

17 Nov 09, 04:59
`SAMANTH-a :D: yoz! link-k here! btw, /.SAMANTHA here! :D
Hello! (: Relinked alr :D

16 Nov 09, 23:53
melissa chan: hellooo! :D ily x3
Hey!

16 Nov 09, 07:16
Xiaoping(: Hi AmandaWoon. Passing by. HEHE(:
Hellooo! (:

16 Nov 09, 05:18
Clarette: hello, relink please. :D
Relinked

14 Nov 09, 02:31
Teris.: Hi sis :D, link me up kz~!
Hey! Relinked (:

14 Nov 09, 00:08
de.Nise: taggs(: , miss you lots ;D . see you soon^^
I MISS YOU TOOOOO! See ya! (: And I still have yet to bring you to the beach one day! Haha!

FYI, I don't Reallllyyy like RE-linking people, esp those that keep changing. So if you are, then I just won't link you anymore. (: You can un-link(?!) me if you wanna. I've never asked anyone to link me before anyway. Or put my link as my pm or whtv as well. Haha. Maybe I should put it as my pm soon. Neh. I like it the way it is. And i get 40 uniques a day with 1 person tagging. SHEESH! Haha. RATIPORN! I know you're reading this. HAHA!

My cousins seat was beside me during my Do re me dance yesterday and boy were they distracting. HAHA! THey gave me a teddy + sponge flower. Sweeeet. (: Love them very much :D Then Mr Wong gave me the bouquet of flowers probably cause he didn't want to carry them home. -.- And Mrs Wong said not to reject flowers. So I had no choice lor. TSKK. THANKS AH! So sad lor. My first bouquet was a rejected one. Neh mind, I shall not count that in.

Oh, and i look like crap in Make-up. Make up sucks. :(

Singout!

2009-11-25T10:00:00.002+08:00

imagination . .. by *light-from-Emirates on deviant ART

Singout 2009 is over. I don't know if the expression mark is supposed to be, '!!!!' or '?!?!' So i decided to stick to a full stop. Its like one of those bitter-sweet times when mixed feelings sorta overwhelm you and you have no idea which is the dominant feeling. Happy that the rest of my holidays are mostly free, sad that I won't be able to see the other schools anymore, exhausted from the work, etc. Im kinda thin i'm pretty sad. Singout was really fun, esp when all 3 schools were together. Made a hell lota friends. This was probably my bestest and most fun concert ever.

Thanks to all the school, HIHS, St.Gabs, and PHS, plus all the teachers that worked so hard for this to happen. Sectional leaders for all the well planned games and fun during our camp, and their efforts that have gone a really long way. Miss Yee , Mr James Lee, Miss Tay and Mr. Wong for coaching us and preparing us for the bigbig day. All the people who came to watch us, and of course to God who made all these possible! Standard phrase, but aiya, very true okay. :D

I think we did really well, and at the beginning, i really didn't know how 3 different schools were gonna work out together. Furthermore soud good. But nonetheless, we did! Teehee. I think we were great, despite the large crowd and how nervous we were, how uncomfortable the dress was, or how much our legs hurt. Didn't get to see the other two school's choir perform on the actual day, but i'm sure they did swell :D

Thanks so much for the 5 days ( or about there) we spent together! FACEBOOK SHALL KEEP US IN TOUCH. (Yay!) I love ya'll very much. (: And I feel alot closer to my own choir aft this. Woohoo man. OH , and one of my St. Gabs friends is my DLS senior! HEEEE :D Andandand, I look awful in make up. :( K bye, tag replies next post!

There you go Ratiporn, your post :D

I MISS EVERYOE D:

2009-11-21T09:20:00.003+08:00

I'm like having this sudden surge of 'I miss _____' , Where _____ = many people. I was having French toast the other day and i immediately thought of Heidi. I haven't talked to her in eons. Nor Seen her. I feel like such a bad friend. ( I just bit myself oops). I promised Denise to bring her to the beach and to fly kite one day but never did. Was supposed to go skating with the clique but didn't either. Maybe after Singout!. (:

I'm loving Singout! more and more. I don't feel any form of dread whatsoever in going there cause I always happen to have fun. And its really amusing to see Fiona so crazy. We had games day yesterday. Letazia was so cute la. She bombed someone and was to happy and jumping around, then suddenly she got bombed from the back and her face totally changed. I was trying to hard not to laugh from where I was lor.

Have been making new friends! :D I think Lye Kit is really really nice and sweet. Added her on FB first thing when i got home yesterday. She was my group leader. Together with Brendan. I think the other girl in my group was called Theresa. Then there was Trevors, Justin and Andrew. Trevors was the only other PHS soul I had there. Initially, i was the only one. Traumatizing much. But thank God the rest of them were really nice and stuff. And Andrew stood in front of me for the dance so yeah.

Kwok and Marvin got push-ups for making so much noise irritating Fiona, Juno and I. Fiona and I were giving him smirks while he was pushing-up. Teeehee. He didn't talk to us after that. Had lunch at the coffee shop. Sorry for taing your wallet huh, Leatazia. Hehehehe. Fiona was like, walking super slowly cause of *winkwink*. No la. She was jsut having leg cramps *coughs*. Fiona is super the cute can. Ate with Ghim, Letazia and Fiona, and it was drizzling on our way back. Miss Yee was mad at us for many reasons. Too long a story. My brother always taught me to do my best in everything. Guess it applies :D

I learnt yesterday that Ratiporn was my secret stalker ( and she stalks many people ). I feel somewhat closer to the seniors now, after this camp. My mind was totally swayed from one end to the other after this camp la. Really hoping for Singout! again next year. Tuesday's Singout! already la. Super fast. Oh, and my mum can fit into my choir gown lor. Amazing not. My dad said i looked like a 46 year old wearing that. TSKK! Haha! Will be gg to AMK hub to buy the shoes later on. I think Letazia'a shoes arre gorgeous. Im going to AMK hub ( mummy's first time!) first, then probably chinatown/bugis. Don't wanna spend so much. And trust me. I won't survive on (2 inch) heels for long.

I love the St. Gabs guys singing Africa. The forsetto guy has an awesome pitching la. Totally wows me non stop. Their singing is like, professional ley. And shape of my heart. The Indian guy can sing like damn good. And all the rest la. I don't have my eye on any of them. I shall stay faithful to my ~*~Aiiaii hArBbii3~*~ HAHAHAAHAHA, Okay. I totally failed. Marilyn's the best la. I miss Marilyn. :( Oh, but I think Brendan and Lye Kit are very good group leaders! :D Really caring and all. Plus, they make it a point to get to know us a teeny bit better (although everyone kinda gave up on the name of my primary school D:)

Uploaded many Pictures on fb. My life's so boring now. No one to text. My texting buddy is far far away. BOOHOO. I should learn from Shamil and go ka jiao everyone. Teeheehee. :D K byebye

Planet Earth turns slowly.

2009-11-19T18:46:00.003+08:00

WE ARE THE TEEHEE PEOPLE. :D ( Letazia, Ghim, Fiona, Me!)

Today was more fun than yesterday. We're starting to socialize more, just thatsome guys might get the wrong idea cause a girl asked what his name was without any intention except to socialize. Sad case. The HIHS guy in front of me in Singout! position is super dead can. Dance also no life one. And he doesn't even smile. Pfffffffts. At least the St. Gabs guy behind me smiles a lot. And talks. And Fiona is just 3 people behind me. She's super lucky cause she gets to sit with her primary school mate. Unfair. :(

Had char shao shao rou (?) rice for lunch at the market. kinda tasteless. Shouldn't buy that again. Camp was at PHS today. I'm gonna have to wake up super early tmr. Hafta reach St. Gabs by 9, reaching Serangoon at 8.15, leaving at 7.15, waking at 6.15. Gonna play games so its okay :D Pretty excited actually. Fiona and Letazia super cute. Heh.

Shall have other pictures on FB! (:

Innocence

2009-11-18T22:20:00.003+08:00

One of those cute kids at the childcare. He's so handome. :D

I think being a child is such a great thing. You get to express yourself so freely, and you love people for who they are and not how they look ( At least for most of them). They're so innocent yet guilty. Its like, when they do something wrong, its so hard for you to scold them cause they look so darn innocent and sorry. But sometimes you jsut really have to discipline them and it hurts like bleh. Hehe. I'm so excited. I want to get married and have kids and form a happy family :D No la, im not sick. I just like kids. I wouldn't mind having an orphanage :D

Speaking of kids. Mel and I had this coversation on how we were going to bring up our kids over the dinner table one night while on the cruise. So we're gonna give our kids a PROPER childhood ( which many Singaporeans are so deprived of ) with running around on void decks and sliding down grass with less tv/computer, etc. And i decided to have some super cute guy as my child's childhood friend. I think its so cool to end up marrying your shildhood friend. Too bad mine speaks in a monotone and is like, 3 months younger than me. :( Oh well.

Mel came over for a swim swim swim yesterday and we saw some asian cute korean guy yay. :D We wanted to find lets go jungle at Lot 1 but it renovated and its gone so yeah. We became super boohoo and just went to swim. We jumped a bit then ate like mad. Mel kept attempting to beat the korean family's swimming ( they were the only peopl in the pool) And i guess we kinda failed cause we both suck at swimming. but i suck harder la of course. OKay, i can't believe i just said that.

Choir camp today. The HIHS gut in front of me isn't very nice. Letazia, Fiona and I got high over TEEHEE and Fiona ah, very cute la. HAHA! Really shag now. But i don't feel like sleeping. Gonna sing like mad for the next two days. Gl ah. K bye (:

RISSSAAA

2009-11-17T13:40:00.004+08:00

The rest shall be on fb. (: Baibai.

Its 3 kids fighting for the candle. It runs in the genes. Trust me. Happened to Andrea as well. HAHA!

GOLF!

2009-11-17T13:14:00.006+08:00

OKAY YEAP. Super overdue pictures. Shall post the rest on FB yay :D

MARILYN YEO AND ME LOVELOVE :D

M.Y!

If it don't feel right.

2009-11-17T12:23:00.005+08:00

I haven't been updating for eons la. Probably cause i haven't been computering much (itz Boringz) or maybe it's just my mood. Life's been ( and always has been ) hectic. Its so exciting and thrilling cause everyday's so unpredictable. And sometimes what happens could be super woohoo or super boohoo. God keeps us in such suspense. And at the same time, I guess it also shows how close to God we are. THe closer you are to him, the easier it would be to hear his voice, no? I wish God couldtalk to me the way he talked to Moses. :(

11-13, Was on the cruise with Melissa/Ben ( AND ACG!) Heh. Had a super mega awesome+grow fat time la. Melissa makes life so worthwhile man. We turn everything into some super huge laughter. From oranges to reflections to guys in gay skinnies. Best part is

SHOOTING BUGS!

Yeah. We got a woohoo score for that. Chopped 3 places in the top er.. 100. I know la, 100. but not bad alr okay! We almost finished the entire game ( like many times) But our coins ALWAYS had to run out. Very depressing. Which is why she's coming over later so we can swim and play it in the arcade as again! We spent like, 50 over bux just on that game while on the cruise la. At night when we were about to sleep, those bugs were the first thing to pop out in out heads. Mel and I are super compatible btw. So don't try to break us up. Teehee

I think my family very cute. I bunked with Mel and her parents, and we could hear my dad and the others talking through the walls. Hainanese spirit okay! And i think zee boh(?) damn cute. You know what she did, she went to tap bo leh ( her husband) 's shoulder then ran back. Like some teenage love couple right. Haha!

Saturday had YOUTHPHORIA GAMES DAY ( cheers ) ! hehehehhe. Super fun-ny. Was organized by the hospi team, and YuL came up with the theme of Pirates! So all of us had our faces painted with camo ( the one they use in army) And i think i kinda licked lots of them cause Edwin said it was made of veggie oil. Hehe.Debbie kept looking at me cause my face was horrendous and Irwin jsut kept pointing to his nose (where there was this dot which somehow got erased halfway through). Best part is, I forgot to bring my camera. T.T Got some camou on my class tee (thanks to Irwin. TSKKS) But its washable so yay. We went around camo-ing other people's faces. Rachel was hilarious man. Love her ttm :D Learnt how to fill welcome bags :D Dropped my phone 3 times. And I saw Yu Ming's brother, and Chris' Brother as well.

This was the irate earring i made! Zairight. Card board and masking tape and painty markers only ley. :D Got this picture from Janell! (:

Had Youth Camp Comm meeting aft church on Sunday. I (L) my churchmates la. They're super nice+friendly+funny. Its gonna be so woohoo :D Went to Daiso aft that, found the perfect pouch for barnabas, but i think 2 bux is quite dumb. Bought screen protector for my phone instead. Dropped my phone 2 times i think. Im so careless.

Had usual Choir yesterday. Learnt the Noel dance. Singout's finally gonna be over man. Super happy. Don't have to go back to school like, twice a week anymore. I like Miss Yee's sessions. More fun-ny. TeeeeeHeeee. We're learning Indescribable, the Christian song! I didn't expect the choral version to be that nice. I was thinking of those old ladies church choir. Don't know why. Harmony's pow wow though :D Went for lunch with Nico (He's my best guy friend okay) and bumped into Grace from church! Haha. Kinda embarrassing. In case she got the wrong idea.

Collected retainers today! Its super uncomfortable. And i can't speak properly la. I sound like JimmyWhoWoreABlingBling (Inside Joke) and my teeth are like painful. Wanted to go out with GM today but Mummy gave me an option to either study or meet mel. :( Oh well. Mel's good. She's coming over later. Swim swim and bug bug. We're gonna be more compatible then ever *flutters eyelids*.

Okay, shall attempt to post many many pictures that i owe you guys. From Marissa to Cruise to i don't know alr.

Away.

2009-11-11T14:34:00.004+08:00

HELLO FELLOW

I'm gonna be away in sea from tonight till friday yeah. ( 11th-13th). Prolly gonna be back in the evening. Some choir member, please help me tell the senior. I told Xin Hui alr though. I'll be happily cruising with gluttony food (YAY).

Haven't been updating, probably cause of the lack of mood. Was sick ( and still am, a little) since sunday when i went to Rachel and Andrea's church after the mud-mask stay over the night before. Was at Grace's the on saturday celebrating Aunty Regina's birthday ( WOOHOO!) Cake was gorgeously light yet thick. Smeck my Frecks man. (That just randomly pooped outta my head).

Marissa's turning into such a darling. She sand Edelwies(?) for her God-ma( Aunty Regina ) so perfectly. AH. That baby's gonna be one hot singer man. And she knows how to sing paparrazzi. She's 4. HAHA! I'll post the video soon. If possible. Blogger takes forever to upload videos ( so frustrating). Okay. Pictures of Rissa's birthday on the next post. Toodles

Edit./
Don't think i have the time to upload pics today. Sorry mate. Bye!

Tag rerererepliesss

2009-11-05T22:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

JAMIE TAN GEK LING

GRACE JIEJIE

Love you guys very much. WOOHOO. ( JAMIE! I MISS YOU LIKE CRAP. When are we gonna bake again?! T.T )

Tag replies:

5 Nov 09, 05:04
EVANGELINE .: HEY AMANDA ,TAGGED!
HELLOOO! :D Thanks! :D haha

5 Nov 09, 01:48
Clarette: hello tags. :D linked.
Hello. (: Thanks

5 Nov 09, 00:42
Amelia: Hey amanda!! wow!!! ur results very good jiayou!!
Hey (: haha, Thanks.

4 Nov 09, 20:40
melissa chan: i miss you sweetheart): seeyou tomorrow! HAHS .
OKAY. WHATS UP WITH THIS WHOLE SWEETHEART THING? And yeah, see ya tmr. haha

4 Nov 09, 16:38
Miru[DES]: woah. amanda. youre grades. not bad not bad
(: Haha,

4 Nov 09, 07:30
JamJam: Wow... u did well :D and yeh i really really hope the letter box thing is fake...
I hope so too. Damn scary la wth. D:

3 Nov 09, 06:04
KIMBERLY :D: HAPPY THIRTEENTH BIRTHDAY!
KIM!!!!!! :D THANK YOU WOOHOO :D

3 Nov 09, 05:30
MAINE: i think you gotta change the time (settings) for your cbox (:
HAHA! I couldn't be bothered to. :DD Teehee

3 Nov 09, 05:29MAINE:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Thanks!:D

3 Nov 09, 02:32
Carin: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AMANDAAAA <3
HAHA! Its not belated le dear. (: THANKS! (L)

2 Nov 09, 20:46
HAZIKOOO: HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA WOON KAI LI !
THANK YOU HAZIKOO HIBRI !

2 Nov 09, 19:50
Marilyn.T: AHH MY AIAI BABY'S BIRTHDAY! KEKEKEZX.
GO AWAY OMG. T.T HAHAHHA! Thanks!

2 Nov 09, 17:28
de.Nise: HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3>
Thank you! Love you too :D

2 Nov 09, 06:00
melissa chan: hey u noe mrs lau's website for geog? thx sweethearted!
huh. HAAH! And why sweet heartED?

2 Nov 09, 05:25
de.Nise: taggs again (: , LoveYou & MissYou :D
HEY! Miss you too! (:

Hello, Jesus. (:

2009-11-05T14:50:00.003+08:00

Happy Pikin' by *onixa on deviant ART

This is a pretty personal post, so yeap. Really long i think. Don't have to read it. I jsut have it here as a reminder for me.

I was just visiting Youthphoria's blog and reading the posts. And I guess they kinda woke me up a little. Esp those by Abraham. Kinda reflects on me. Not that Ihave a boyf or anything, but rather i have been putting so many things before God, and I have been so deceived by what I want and my own desires that i have forgottten to centre my descisions around God. I live in this self deceptive world where my mind works like a cell membrane and only decides to take in what it wants to take in. So much so that i don't know if what i'm thinking is what Satan or what God wants.

Yes it has been bothering me. What God wants versus what I want. I pray every night and say, "Let Your will be done and not mine. Speak to me, and open my ears that i may listen". But then I wondered, have i even bothered to LET God open my ears? I honestly don't think so. Have I done my way, or have I done God's? I reckon its mine ( unless what I want is what God wants la).

So many times i've prayed and asked God to pull me back to Him. To give me discipline to do my QT, to block out my wordly distractions, to teach me how to focus on Him an Him alone, to centre my life aroud Him, to teach me how to listen. Then I remembered what someone ( i forgot who, sorry!) once told me, That if you don't bother even trying yourself, why should God help you?

Its like, you go into an examination room without studying, without any effort put in for that paper just cause you're lazy or for no reason you just didn't wanna study for it. You sit down, and you pray, " God, help me score in this examination. I know i can score cause i have you.". Then you mess up the paper and blame God for it. Like what, God's your portable robot that stores your math paper info inside? God's your vending machine? ( Correct me if i'm wrong, but) I personally think that if you don't put a single shit effort into anything, then don't expect even a single shit result in return.

Some people, yes they do work hard with nothing in return. But in the long run, i'm sure their work will pay off. We've gotta learn how to give and take man. We reap wht we sow, right?

IM not saying that i've NEVER treated God like a vendting machin whtsoever. Honestly, I have. Many many times. And thats why i wanna wanna change that! :D I hate to feel far from God. But sometimes its just so so hard to get back up. I can feel how different it is when God's seems so far. For me, its my temper, how I understand things, how happy I am, how fulfilled i feel, etc. And what tears me apart from God the most is always the exams.

Studying isn't a bad thing, but drifting away form God is. And when i study without God in my life, i feel stressed and pissed at everything, I feel tired, I feel weary. And it sucks like crap. Serious shit i tell ya. And at times like these I remember How Jesus asks us to cast our anxieties upon him, how he'll carry out burdens. But when you're far from God, these things don't seem to happen. Only cause we rely too much on our own abilities and strengths that we fail to realise that all these comes from God. And when we don't have God, these things disappear as well. And when they start to disappear, we aske God, ' Where are you?' when he's right there, only that we fail to see him cause we're blinded by our own desires.

I remember myself right aft youth camp last year, and i think about myself now. My status with God. We used to be like, best friends. His presence was always there. And now i don't even know how to listen to him, to hear what he wants from me. Boy does that suck. I start to feel lost and afraid. Afraid of what might happen if i make the wrong choices, and i get really bad consequences.

This is how i've kinda woken up to see the importance of having God as the centre of my life, the importance of staying close to him, the importance of placing him first, Esp now, when the world is coming closer to its end and more distractions and false prophets are surfacing. Man i've gotta stay close to him or im gonna fall apart and go the wrong way. I want Jesus to come back down quick. The world's in chaos now. People are losing faith, and non-christians are trying to edge their way to making us give up on God. We need God the most right now. I am soooo gonna woosh back to God during my hols. I hope you do too. Its not too late! :D

Results.

2009-11-04T20:21:00.004+08:00

Nothin to boast about, but yeah. Blogger is like my journal. So here goes.

English: 78/A1
Chinese:61/B4
Math: 82/A1
Science: 70/A2
Geography: 71 /A2
History: 75/A1
Literature: 80/A1
DnT: 74/ A2
Art: 59/ C5
Home Econs: 69/B3

Total: 719/1000
Percentage: 71.9
L1R4: 6
L1R5: 8

Its damn irritating cause there are so many that are a few marks to A1, and the A1s are jsut a few marks passed. There's no way i'm gonna score for O levels like that la. AC/SA some more. But overall, satisfied i guess. I think my Art and Chinese score very funny. Teehee. I can't wait till the 7/8 Nov. Hahahahaha. I shall stay over place to place like some backpacker from the 25/Nov onwards. WOOHOO.

Holidays ( things to do )

- T14T14T14! (L)
-~~DLS Clique~~
-Sentosa ( Dancers)
- Marina Barrage
-Andrea's performance ( 26 Nov)
- Cruise(11-13 Nov)
- ~~Haircut~~
- MCYC
- Jamming
- ~~Jethro's BMX thinggy~~
- pack room
- ~~Udders!~~
- Singout ( 24/Nov)
- ENCOUNTER 2009!!!!
- Covers ( Mel!)
- Ice skating
- Limmy Thongs
- Guitar
- ~~Keyboard~~
- Sleepovers ( ~~Heidi's~~ , Mook's)
- READDDD
- Swimswimswim
-Jogjogjog
- ~~CIP?~~

You guys shall officially miss my hair. Its not half the length it used to be when its tied up. :( Now i can't slap people's faces. DEPRESSING. Bye

Thats it.

2009-11-04T09:51:00.003+08:00

Woke up to the ( horrid ) voice of Sheng Jie yesterday. SO DEPRESSING OKAY. Worst way to start a birthday. T.T HAHA! Kidding la. Hope you did well for you phy paper! :D -

Thanks for all the birthday wishes and texts and fb comments! I was like, falling asleep then my phone started vibrating... then sleeping alr... then vibrate again.... But it was friggin worth it man! Ended up sleeping at like, 2 or smth. And my fb page is like, full la! HURHUR. All the lurveee comin in man. WOOHOO. I love you guys.

But during the day huh, it somehow didn't feel like my birthday. Prolly cause there were people i didn't know. Kinda wasted. Its okay. At least i made A new friend ( since the other didn't talk). And He happened to be from Mel's church! WOOHOO. But he hardly ever came so ya. Watched Poker King. Rachel was supposed to come, but she didn't. :( At least had Mel ah. Then Xavier and his two budd budd.

Waited for everyone to come home last night then they sang me a birthday song with swensens ice cream cake ( DAMN GOOD LA OMG). Then aft we sang and ate, Mark went down to study again :(. Grace jiejie bought me this super woohooly nice vest. Through the whole time i was hugging my bolster. Tired know. Then there was the iTouch i received on sat, and Mel's wonderful card ( which somehow had blu tack on my face and now i can't get all of it off)!!! I found out i still have pics of the childcare centre still in my cam. And many others. Too kickass lazy, im sorry.

Gonna go for a haircut at bugis later on after piano. I wanna go out with my clique. We're gonna ice skate. Teehee. K bye.

All I hear is raindrops

2009-11-01T22:38:00.003+08:00

The voice quality isn't as good in this one. But it's 3-part harmony!

AHAHA! SUPER CUTE ONG. And Janice is pretty all th haitstyles. I think sonia's prettier. SOmehow. She's cuter.

We spent over 700 in 2 days. Shiok anot, you tell me. Sembawang( the CD shop) was selling their usual crap at a 75 % discount, so mummy and i grabbed 19 Soundtrack CDs plusone DVD for like what, 96 bucks! IMAGINE THAT. SUPER CHEAP. I bought 5 of my own. I couldn't fid trainor Jason Mraz though. Then mummy bought another 2 dresses with a total of 230.

Had lunch at some restaurant founded by Hainanese, and my dad happened to know th founder cause ... I dont' know la. Somehow linked. So becaue he spoke in hainanese, we got a 10% disc. We're SO BONDED. Oh, then we went to this Hainesese stall for lunch today and got a discount again. MUAHAHAH.

So yeap, that sums up my weekend activities. Youth was really good. I like the Rhythmic prayer thing. Esp with the storm outside. I could actually feel as if God wanted to tell me something, and i was really happy after i figured that out. Even though i knew that God won't speak like, as a voice, i was still listening out for it. I tried so hard to listen i didn't realise he was already speaking to me through the storm itself. Only that i was trying so hard to do listen to something that wasn't going to be 'said'. I don't know howput it, but yeah. You get my point.

Today is day 2! Hurhur. And my mum taught me how to use a bad word in a good way today. We laughed all the way home. Eh crap. Tmr no school eh. But got choir. And i'm having a sore throat. To go or not to go? That's the question. heh

Goobye.

2009-10-30T19:23:00.003+08:00

So you sailed away,

into a grey sky mornin'.

Tag replies:

30 Oct 09, 02:52
Marilyn.T: I DONT WANT TO PART FROM AMANDA.W EVER. ): WE WILL BE IN THE SAME CLASS. WE WILL.
Yeah, I think we will. Haha! Did Madam tell you what class you'd be going to?

29 Oct 09, 18:29
brendan.: ?
29 Oct 09, 18:29
brendan.: Tags. You want me to send you the pics
Yes please (:

29 Oct 09, 07:13
GM: GMMMMMM :)
GMMMMMMMM ):

27 Oct 09, 22:18
Passerby: your mother very cool eh :D
Haha, yeah. (:

27 Oct 09, 21:55
Amelia: link me!!
Okie.

27 Oct 09, 07:38
brendan.: tags. So erm.. you can come on thursday?
URH. SORRY FOR LATE REPLY. hurhur

27 Oct 09, 05:41
MAINE: LOL i dont bother to read the conversation! but I have skype too! add meeeeeeee :D
HAHA! okay! :DDD

27 Oct 09, 00:00
Marilyn.T: HAVE A PARTY AND I GO YOUR HOUSE CELEBRATE WITH YOU OKAY. JUST THE TWO OF US. HEH.
Scandalous huh... Not a bad idea. *winkwink*

26 Oct 09, 00:34
melissa chan: hahaha, embarrassed myself with the wrong of surname! teehee loves you amandaa woooon! :D
Haha! No laaa (:

25 Oct 09, 22:22
Cynthia: hello! relink me kays? Thanks :D
Okay! (:

25 Oct 09, 08:11
GM: HAHAH! GOOD NIGHT, GM:)
Nights. (: Hope you're doing well at batam! :D

I made quite an improvement since last sem' i think. I'm feeling moody now. :( I hope my brother gets me the present he was supposed to get man. (: I think Marilyn's blog is super enteertaining. I like :DDD

I'm going to 2D, according to Mdm. Its so unfair la. Melissa's school doesn't have streaming for sec 1s. And her class is super bonded. Im gonna miss Marilyn.Y and Letazia and JingYing and Nikki and Ghim Xin and Iris and Everyone la. You know Mdm Lum told 1G their classes next year already eh. but Mdm said we weren't supposed to know. Oh, and my 2D thing isn't confirmed. But at least (for now) I think im going to have Heidi, Mook and Marilyn with me. YAY. :D But hur, aiya, i think today's really messed up.

Im pretty satsfied with my grades, actually. My percentage for both Sems are like, the same. I think Art, Home Econs and Chinese totally pulled down my marks la. Damn irritating. And i surprisingly found a subject worse than my Chinese-- ART! I had a C5-59. LIKE WHAT THE HECK RIGHT. HAHA! And i handed in all my work except one. So unfair lor. But honestly, my art CMI one. And all the subs i super fail at all no point one. Except Chinese la. TSK. If i didn't take chinese, my percentage would be 73 la. Pffffffts.

Tuesday's teen day. Woohoo -.- I miss my friends already. I'll write a long message for as many people as possible. I used to give letters, but i can't stand writing. Hand v pain. Okay, bye

Voices in my head.

2009-10-30T15:53:00.008+08:00

The Nights of Eden by ~ADOUR on deviant ART

HAPPY 12th BIRTHDAY HAZIQUE!

Woohoo! We kinda lost communication, but I STILL LOVE YOU! *twists*

Here's my plan for 3.11:

Nothings and Nothings

My DLS would be busy.

Heidi and Mook have dance.

I'm lazy to travel to the east with LimmyThongs.

Melissa, haven't checked. Maybe later. I reckon she'd have training.

GM would be somewhere out there.

I figured that if you didn't bother about your own birthday, no one else would bother about it for you. Why i don't bother is cause i figured everyone is always busy. Its hard to go out in a group. So when i don't bother, no one else bothers. And sometimes i just wish they would. But its fine, actually. This world's so busy. Birthdays are like nothings when you turn 13 cause you get tired of celebrating it the 13th time in a boring place like singapore.

I remember my conversation with Mel about why we shouldn't affect the feelings of people around us. But i think it as funny, since most people say we shouldn't hide our feelings. But at the same time, when we show that we're angry, sad, lonely, pissed, they get angry about it. How then are we supposed to show our feelings? The world is such a contradicting place. Whatever it is, i still tend to not tell people my feelings. I don't like being a mood spoiler.

Mummy and I baked muffins to give out today. I initially thought it was some happy holiday kinda present until my mum told me she meant it as my birthday. But i only told a few people that. I reckon no one really ever bothers to read my entire post so i guess not many will know. I just told most of them it was kind of a random thing. Glad most of you liked it. Except Heidi. Tsktsk. Ha

I think this post is pretty monotone. Im feeling monotone. I ate my first Mos BURGER. If it could be considered, since i ate the veggie one. My day would actually have been good. I guess it still is. its pretty amazing how one event can sometimes ruin the whole day. My results, pretty satisfied. That'll prolly be the main happy thing of today. Madam said I managed to get top few in the level. Yay

Oh sheesh. I just realised the holidays start today. Wow. Priority to Mook and GM since they'll be flying off to Thailand/ Indonesia soon. Boohoo. Oh ya, Shamil made friends with my parents, like wow. He kept asking my mum to make him more muffins. Goodness. My dad kept laughing at him. Okay, i have so much to say. But nevermind. Byebye.

Oh ya, I think its very frustrating when people don't know how to cooperate and dont know when to be serious. And also when people are really self centred and money minded. OH, One more thing, My school's super budget. I hate singing in school.

ZZZ.

Edited./

Don't feel sad, GM! I'm here for you whenever you need me okay? (: I've been through this before, so i totally know how you feel. Find strength in the Lord while you're there and we won't be communicating ya. Be there for your parents too! Love ya! (:

Cause I love the way.

2009-10-29T20:48:00.002+08:00

I love the kids at Tampines block 432 Presbyterian Childcare cause I love Ding Xuan cause he loves me too. :D He cried when we were about to leave eh! And he drew me a picture. WOOHOO. I have like 4 pictures la. All by the kids. (L)

Harita, Bren, Willis came over, and boy did i fall in love with Bren's DSLR. & boy do i love it. Photography is pewpew. :D Met them at the uhm... ZOO * coughs* And i didn't go inside. I had initially thought, since i'm turning 13, i should spend monday as my last day as a 12 year old. But oh damned choir had to take 3 hours of my life. Depressing much.

And its stupid cause i waited like, 20 mins or smth just to go back. And i fell down while getting up the bus. I fell once getting off it, and now i fell another time getting on it. So glam righttt. and i was walking with such class. Such a spoiler. :( Now i have this stupid lump with a booboo. Walk also pain la. Pffffffts. Happy birthday to me man. Oh, and its not my birthday. Haha

My Mum's Cooler Than Yours. ;D

2009-10-26T22:12:00.005+08:00

THIS IS MY MUM AND I ON SKYPE. I think she very cute. Pleas bear in mind, SHE'S MY MUM. :D

Mummy, Amanda(Me)

You'll prolly get bored cause its nothing much, But i just think my mum is so cute. YAY!

HELLO MUMMY :D
HELLO MY DARLING!!! So happy to have u chat with me..
I'm busy but feeling so bored so got greedy
went to have a bowl of green bean soup and bought myself a bar of snickers and a box of Pocky so Porky me is having Pocky~!!!
hey, so how would u like to celebrate ur birthday???
You're turning 13~!!! Your first teen b/day!!!
would you like to have a pohpiah party??
with chicken wings, etc...
AHHAHAAH! I STILL THOUGHT YOU WERE HEALTHY! Tsktsk. HAHA!
URH
Just call urh... *ahhem* GARAM *ahhem* over la. HAHAHA!
Oi.. pocky is ok what
Snickers ley!
really?? U don't want to hv a slightly bigger party with ur de lasalle friends and phs friends over?
Hahaha!
Like that how?
No neeeeed la!
up to you lor
then u decide what and how u want it k
Hahah!
I don't really bother leyyy
are u home already?
just go out can alr la actually
ahhaha!
AND OBVIOUSLY I AT HOME ALR RIGHTTT .WAAAA. Mother ahhh
Hahahha!
oh, not a bad idea. we can go shopping and eat and shop and eat???
Huh.
what? u can be at friend's place using comp to log onto skype also what??
No one uses skype. :(
I have 3 contacts
so loner right
hahaha
aiya, only classy people like us ~!!!
AH, YA YA.
Self praise la ma
Hahaha
:D
Go shopping, JUST THE TWO OF US AH? :D
no la with your garam and then I tag along to be your paymaster and enjoy ur co can?
HAHAHA!
I think we'd just go for a movie or smth
But i wanna go shopping with you. HEHEHEHEHHE
ya...ya... u want to go shopping with me cos I pay lah righte
otherwise u don't want me hor...
HEHEHEHEHHE
I GOT SAY MEH! Wa. Like that la.
ha..ha... testing testing...
I go emo one corner alr
(u)
HAHAHAHAHHAHAhAH!
(dance)
I not so mean one laaa
EH WHY YOU SO RANDOM
HAHAHA!
cos u 1 min emo another min ha...ha..ha...
HUH
u say i random mah... cos of the emoticon
You do know that i was acting righttttt. GOODNESS. *smacks head*
YA LA. Suddenly some weirdo dancing
LIKE YOU LIKE THAT
cos u laugh mah... aiyo yo yo.... like tt also must explain to u...u so bongkang la
[5:13:28 PM] Amanda Woon Kai Li: WHAT BONGKANG ! Look who's talking man. HAHHAAHAHHAHAHAH
ya ... ya.... cos it takes a bigger idiot to know another right? Happy??
I still don't get it ley actually.
HAHA
my goodness.... try to give u credit to be smart also cannot make it.... poor thing u...
Something tells me i got my genes from you. (chuckle)
this u very clever hor...
YEAH
:D
The smarts aren't your genes though
HAHAHAAH
well, like it or not, whoseever genes u've got, no choice liao... u're stuck with us forever
WOAH. You make it sound as if its something bad.
HAHAHAAH
Daddy was very fascinated that i was talking to you.
skyping msgs are a bit delayed...
just like you and your delayed action to a joke
[5:22:08 PM] Linda Lim: ha...ha...
HAHAHA
WHATTTTTT
EH
IM NOT THAT SLOW OKAY!
HAHAHAHAAH
blur blob....
at least i win u for this
YEAH
ONCE
(AnD ONCE ONLY)
HA..HA...HA... we shall see....
YES WE SHALL
Okay
I go geektar.
(wave)
SEEE YA! (h)
see u in a while, crocodile
AHHAAHAH! WHATEVER LOR
see ya later alligator
:D
[5:25:27 PM] Amanda Woon Kai Li: :D
ok.... enough. I gotta hurry up and zhao soon
*zao
k. love ya bye
luv ya 2~!!
Bye bye

My mum so cool. Not like you. AHAH! Kidding. And we painted 'niel's nails last night. HILARIOUS.

Baby-Anzie

2009-10-25T16:35:00.009+08:00

Hey Anzie.

2009-10-24T11:48:00.007+08:00

This was supposed to be yesterday's post.

Actually got a lot more, just that i can't resize it cause of some sharing violation thing. I think cuteness runs in the genes. HAHA! Kidding.

Pictures

2009-10-23T22:50:00.005+08:00

Calista. Pretty right. *eyebrow thing w/o eyebrows*

Oh , i think my mum very cute. We got couple keychain eh. Or something like ah. Haha . I'm dwnlding skype cause i wanna copy her. She so hip lor. Get before me. She got so many contacts, i only got 3. My mummy, Bev, and some random person who added me called Diana. Eh If you have must add me huh, thatheapofgarbage

Tag Replies:

19 Oct 09, 06:42

JETHRO: harita spelt stead

No , its sted. HAHA!

19 Oct 09, 07:31
GM: WOW! 19 is kinda special date for me too, hahahh. it marks the 1 month 10th day of smth and something nice happened on that day:D
HMM. I WONDER WHAT.

20 Oct 09, 05:56
sarah-anne: dropping by for a hello.
Hello. I dont think you'd read this though. :D

21 Oct 09, 00:37
Y!hua&Celeste-: Tagged, (L')
Hey, thanks! (:

21 Oct 09, 06:18
Marilyn T: AiiAiix wiiFiEex . eUux miiSs miiSs mii 0r n0rttX ? kekexzx .
NO.

21 Oct 09, 06:54
GM: GM:) I AGREE!
Haha! :D

22 Oct 09, 20:25
brendan.: Heya Tags.
HEY SON :D

23 Oct 09, 04:04

melissa cahn: amandaa~! :D

Melissa! your surname wrongly. HAHA!

Thank You.

2009-10-23T22:12:00.002+08:00

I just realised i haven't told you about my results. Should I or should i not? Later you think i boasting. Neh mind. I've got nothing to boast about anyway.

Eng Paper 2: 38/50 ( i think)
Situational Writing: 21/30
Compo:24/30 ( Its over 30 right?)
Eng Oral: 36/40
Eng Overall: 78% I think. Super low A1. -.-

Sci paper: 73.5 /100
Geog paper: 67.5/100 ( DAMN URGH)
Math:65/80
DnT:76/100
Lit paper:35.5/50

I kinda forgot most of my overalls. Aiya. I'll tell you when i get my report book back. So exciting right. I think studying pays off. And AsknLearn is so good. Thank you Mook, for introducing it to me. :D Im really dissappointed about Geog. I expected A1 for the paper. I shan't put all the blame on Tight Ass cause its partially my fault as well.

Choir today, singnifies a friday. So fast right. I still picture Udders Ice Cream with Cal like yesterday la. And im gg to be super packed tmr. YWAM coming to youth, and i have to leave early. Always one one. But its for Rissa's b'day, so its alright i guess. (L) And i need to reach church by 3 tmr for the barnabas proj. I think its pretty exciting. :D I have a rough idea in mind. YAY.

I love golf. Even though i usually hit the air. I still think its super ~*~k3wLszxc~*~. Who knew golf was so fun. and Marilyn.T was such as ass la. The paper said that we should keep quiet cause golf is a game, and she said i sure cannot one. Haha. And they kept saying my poses look super bimbotic. I think swinging clubs are super fun. Im going to make my cousins teach me to play. And i just remembered i have a putting green in my condo. But putting not fun one. I like the open one where i can just whack and everyone goes looking into the sky wondering where it went, when it actually just moved one Metre. & i have a lot of bites.

Pictures of Udders on the nextt post. YAY. Golf da Boomz. And thanks for cheering me up, GM. (:

Kiss.

2009-10-22T20:06:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA! GM IS FREAKED OUT. Moohahahhaahha. & Muthita knows why.

Okay, I miss Heidi Chan even though i just saw her in school earlier, and i miss Letazia and Melissa Woon as well. Saturday's gonna go boomz. & I bet Nicole is atatched to my crumpler now. I think Joshua from BSF and his spastic behaviour is so entertaining. He's so creative but weird. A-man-that-won (Amanda Woon) FUNNY LOR. A-leash,AH!(Alisha). GOSH. I laughed like mad.

Life is interesting and kewlzxczxc. URGH. K bye. Oh, Im satisfied with my results, so far. Okay. Zai Jian, lovey dovey.

I find it funny.

2009-10-21T22:28:00.002+08:00

friday creek by *dan2452 on deviant ART

I feel this sudden need to express myself.

I think its funny how people (esp. Singaporeans) rather look at things they don't have and want it, instead of looking at things they DO have and start being grateful for it. When people start saying, I want this or that, right after they got something more expensive, i think like, " Hey babe, i don't even have either one of those. Why're you complaining so much?".

Then there are those that'd rather live their moment, complaining they could have been doing something else at some other place instead of seizing every moment they have. I mean, seriously, complaining and brooding over that matter won't miraculously bring them to that place, or turn back time so they can change their mind. Complaining doesn't change anything.

Not that i've NEVER complained or i've NEVER wanted more, just that i've kinda realised the people around me and figured i should try to stop. There's this NEED vs. WANT issue. I NEED a pair of slippers, I WANT it Havainas. Okay, i dont la, but im just saying. Then when I dont get Havainas, i start complaining that life is unfair cause i got a ten dollar slipper while ABC got the Havainas i liked.

Okay, certain issues just bother me. Pardon me if i have offended you in any form. But yeah, welcome to the world of public blogging. I believe in rights. My page, my rights. Toodles.

TRAIN-Hopeless

2009-10-19T23:07:00.001+08:00

I officially love train. Someone buy me their Drops of Jupiter album for my birthday please. And Jason Mraz as well. I dont mind if 10 people chip in. (: TEEHEE.

ILoveTodaySoVeryMuch. :D

Its funny how 19 is always so significant in one way or another. Geeeeeeez.

ECP

2009-10-19T10:21:00.008+08:00

Something i found on the beach. haha
Stead was spelt wrongly. HURHUR

He's good

BRENDAN!

I think he looks SOOO ADORABLE here. :D

Jet. I think harita took it, haha

Tag replies:

18 Oct 09, 17:58

JETHRO: never post more pics

Haha, HERE THEY ARE :D

18 Oct 09, 17:58

JETHRO: what im chao ta ...zzz lol actually ure right and im still taller than you

AHAH! I THINK SAME HEIGHT LAAA!.

18 Oct 09, 10:35

YIHUA-: Hi, linked you alrdy. Tagged, :')

Haha, Thanks! :D

18 Oct 09, 07:27

GM: AMANDA GM :)

CO GM! :)

18 Oct 09, 03:50

brendan.: Heya. Tagged

HELLO :D

17 Oct 09, 22:13

Carin: HEY AMANDA! (L)

CARIN! :D

17 Oct 09, 06:44

Harita Stein: :(

17 Oct 09, 06:44

Harita Stein: Messed up your papers? you got to be kidding me? Too gook to be able to do that man :X btw, overseas but still miss PAULO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha, geek you mean? AND OKAY! PAULO!!!! -.- HAHA

16 Oct 09, 09:30

[11]`FIONA! :D: YO AMANDA! [:

*winkwink* :D

15 Oct 09, 22:48

mook: i love you,you love me.we are happy blah blah blah~~:D haha,randomly sing.feel like tagging mah.lol.Amanda,shut me up!!Geez :)

You can be happy blabla, but im out man. AHAH!. HELLO. (L)

15 Oct 09, 04:28

Marilyn T: Omg Amanda.. you make me go on aang marathon man.. I watch like mad. Omg. ANW, ZUKO IS CUTE AHAHA.

(L) YES. AHHAHA!. I think Jet also not bad eh. HEHE. Got the thing in his mouth. :D

15 Oct 09, 01:05

YAHLING :D: HELLOOOOO AMANDAAAAAA :D

HEY SWEETIE! :D

DropsOfJupiter

2009-10-19T09:57:00.002+08:00

Such a gorgeous song (:

Okay, pictures of ECP on the next post :D

Toph

2009-10-18T22:58:00.003+08:00

NICE RIGHT. Cause i take. But shaky hands, they fail me.

FRIDAY WAS.. uh. BOOMZ. HAHA! I was kinda late, but Yeah, at least i made it! :D I kinda had to pay extra for the taxi fare, cause i said E2, but he heard it as B2 and went to the other end. And i kinda thought that this condo was VJC so i came down. 4 stops early. Fare was like, 7.60 bucks. Oh, and the que for the buses in the interchanges are like, A MAZE. I kinda got a little lost between the poles. Whooooops

I didn't recognize Jet from afar cause his bike was so short i thought it was some small kid. But harita and the shirt, ANYWHERE MAN. :D I saw Harita's *winkwink* and yeah, a whole lot of mixed bloodies with super good skating skills there. There was this super adorable guy la! I'm not one that goes :OH GOSH SO HOT (unlike Harita), But aiyo, so adorable. He looks like,P5. Has those super good boy face. But words that came out, WOAH.

Brendan and willis went home to get their boards then came back again (stupid right). And yeah, Im like, the worst skater. And have i mentioned, Jethro is like, Chao ta. Its like really charcoal ah, both red and black at the same time. He's a lot taller than last year. T.T. I think Bren grew taller as well. YAY! HAA. LOVE YOU BRENDAN. Teehee. (L) to kajiao you.

Had kebab for dinner. Which gave me a theory that turkish people ae crazy/weird. Or at least those who sell food ah. I wonder if the one at far east is the same as the one at the pasar malam. Was supposed to have dinner with Bren and Willis but i had to shit so i decided to go home aft buying my kebab.

TODAY WAS MY FIRST WORSHIP! I kinda screwed up. But oh well. First timers! Thanks Chris, SOOO MUCH, for giving me th experience! OKay, i wanan go yipyip. I miss Ahpur cause he's missing. T.T Okay, my blog so boring. Byebye

Prettiest Friend.

2009-10-15T16:27:00.003+08:00

She can't see she's making me crazy now,

She doesn't know she's amazing how

She gets me holding my breath, So i'll never guess,

Im none such unsuitable, suited for her.

1. I think i totally messed up my papers cause the not many of the answers on MLG looks familliar to me.

2. I shouldn't brood on it cause its over. I just won't get the i-touch. But its alright. Materialism dont matter.

I think choir wasn't all that bad. Kinda funny. I love Aang. :D I dont care if he's 112 years old, cause he's super cute la! Heidi, Marilyn, Letazia, CC, and I were talking about the movie on the morn of DnT, and Heidi said we should draw arrows on our heads that could glow in the dark. Then i said we should bring the stick and jump from seat to seat. But that= booking whole cinema. Thomas will pay la! Hurhur. And we talked about the irony of the Aang being caucasion in the movie instead of Asian which was a little off. But anywhoots, i still want to watch it.

I spent 6 hours watchin Aang on AnimeFreak.Tv , introduced by Nico. And im still at the water book. T.T. Its very addictive. Good way to pass time for holidays. But it sucks that i kinda know the ending already. Marilyn has this pun that goes, Zuko is HOT. Then she said his scar made him even more of a badass. Kinda gay, since she's my *ahhem* ~*~``AiiAii HarBbiiE``~*~. HAHA! Oh, Fiona and i were talking about *winkwink*, and she knows my secret about fantasizing over pretty girls. But FYI, Im straight. I just think pretty girls are nice to look at. (Esp the one at the station omw. So pretty. *faints*)

I feel life gets kinda boring when i dont study. Cause i dont play games, computer's not that a big thing. And im pretty sick of blog hopping cause I usually only visit Marilyn, Melissa, Mook's blog, and thats about it. I just realised that their names all start with M. Heeeez. I shall go guitar and Aang then play with my punching bag and maybe sleep. I just realised there's school tomorrow. I want to spend time with Aang. ):

P.S./

I have 1400 ++ Pictures to clear from my camera so i can bring to ECP tmr. And Harita asked me to bring my volleyball, but i think its empty.heh. Shall go PUMP IT later. HAHAHA, That was so lame la sheesh. I can't wait for tomorrow! Harita says there are a lot of hot guys. I bet Jet will evacuate the place before i reach. HAHA! Kidding. Byebye.

Oh, and one more thing, I've been trying to get close to someone. His name is Jesus and i know he loves me alot. I really want to stop backsliding, so please pray for me! (L)

Over!

2009-10-14T14:23:00.004+08:00

If you think thats my dad, YOU'RE WRONG. I think he's the Bishan Gay that Nico keeps telling me about. And he's staring straight at me from my screen. AHH. But aiya, im not a guy so im not scared. YAY! (: He looks so straight right. Just with a tinge of pervertic face. Hurhur. :D

Eh, I need to tell you guys something. Really really eempotant. Okay, cannot tell anyone huh...

MY EXAMS ARE OVER.TEEHEE.

Yeah, thats one. There's ~~Stupid~~ Choir tmr. Plans were changed for ECP! Hehe. THANK YA'LL. Its now on uh, FRIDAY! Yeapyeap. And im going. YAYYAYYAYYAY. Im really excited cause we're gonna build sandcastles. And mine will win Jethro's. Heh. :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALISTA TAN KIM LIN & STEFFI WOON PING!

Woohoo. God bless you two great blessings. Heh. Steffi is Mel's cousin, by the way. I really lovce you two very much know. :D

OH, THANKS FOR THE SUPER MINIATURE BIBLE, GM! Love it x100. My brother says its very cute. Hurhur!

Okay, i think im very hungry, and i wanna eat Kebab from PasarMalam. My house have our house dont have, TOOBAD. Zaijian.

BabyImBack

2009-10-13T10:24:00.004+08:00

Tag Replies:(super long since man)

3 Oct 09, 04:04
GM: Hahah. no worries man, no worries. :)
HAHA! OKAY:D

3 Oct 09, 05:57
Marilyn T: Amanda! Shamil will come back for sure! Seeing how everyone is working together despite everyth just to find him is touching. Just keep the faith, okay? :) Love you lots.
LOVE YOU TOO! Haha, i have such a late reply. Sheesh.

4 Oct 09, 07:38
JamJam: i dunno hu ur friend is, but will keep in prayer... sure hope he's okay...
Haha, thanks (: He's back already. :D

5 Oct 09, 01:16
Randi: Relink:D Tagged!
kkkk. (:

6 Oct 09, 00:51
GM: I LOVE GM :D:D:D:D:D
LIKE, DUHHH! HAHAHAHH! Kidding. I LOVE GM TOO! Hurhur!

6 Oct 09, 02:39
Jed: thanks for the encouragement:)
No problem! :D

6 Oct 09, 03:24
Sheng Jie: Relink me. :D hey long time no see .....
Alrighty. HAHA! I know la. YOU MISS ME RIGHT! Dont deny it man! HAHA, Kidding. (: And your sentence structure very funny eh! HAHA.

6 Oct 09, 05:37
Jed: Hahas!!! thanks for telling me yeah!!!
:D!

6 Oct 09, 07:09
JamJam: Glad he is back:) haha And if u do wanna do a cover, then i guess im booking u one of ur days after ur exams!!! haha
HAHA! Sure sure! :D But i'm still pretty busy man. EVERYONE WANTS TO BOOK ME OKAY! HAAH!

7 Oct 09, 04:23
Ray: Relink pls ? ;D
WHY POKEMON! AHHAHH! Sure sure. (:

7 Oct 09, 23:31
melissa chan: ily sweetheart! :D
WHO DOESNT! :D HAHA

9 Oct 09, 07:01
Marilyn T: Amanda > Art. I hate art. And I dont know why im tagging you to tell you that. LOL. I'll show you my art concept on monday :D
ARTTTTT. It'll be over tomorrow man. :D And you didn't show it to me! HAHA

9 Oct 09, 07:43
Teris.: Helloohellohello, tag :D !
HEY DARLIN! (: Thanks! :D

10 Oct 09, 05:50
Marilyn T: Hey hey i loved talking to you today :D You make me buckets happier
SAMESAME! Love you ttm la Mar! Thanks for listening! (:

10 Oct 09, 07:31
Melissa: HEY!!!! YEAH I WATCHED THE JOE JONAS VID LIKE A MILLION TIMES ALR AND IT NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME LAUGH!!!! :)
EXPECTED MAN! AHHAHAH. Hilarious lor.

11 Oct 09, 05:32
bobo: my mood is totally messed up, at least yr here for me :) thanks alot girl!! Yre realli awesome!
Haha, You're the best Bonnie! (: And yeah, you can talk to me anytime! :D Cheer up hon!

12 Oct 09, 08:59
brendan.: WHOOO!! BEYONCE! My fav. LOL
HER DANCING IS SUPER POWOW MAN! HAHA. And you have so many favourites la! AHHA

YAY! It looks like a christmas tree now. I have Issues okay. Hurhur.

NO1.
Im feeling TiredAccomplishedPissedAngryIrritatedLethargicMoodlessHappy all at the same time.

I always feel tired, no big. I think my brain has been overworking man. I keep getting migrains here and there. Then it starts throbbing and stuff. I fell asleep while shitting at Heidi's house the night i stayed over. POWER. Accomplishment is quite an apparent thing, since the world knows that my exams are just about over, with just Art left tomorrow. Whats there to study for art anyway right.

Choir teacher can't make up her freaking mind and im freaking pissed la please and thank you. Choir's supposed to be on fridays, as ya'll know. And Thursday is the ONLY day im free. So Jethor nicely planned a small gathering for the clique over at ECP on this coming thursday , as well as to fit my timing. AND THERE IS NO SCHOOL ON THURSDAY. Or at least there isn't supposed to be school on thursday.

Miss Fickleminded for i have no idea what reason just HAD to change THIS WEEK'S Choir to thursday. Then there's no Choir on Friday. Smart right. I'd rather spend my day with DLS clique day than go back earlier on Friday. I MEAN WTH. We have our own plans right. So freaking inconsederate. My friends nicely fitted their timing so fit mine, and she had to screw it up. THANK YOU. Why can't they pick a date and just freaking heck stick to it!? Pisser. Im not as free as them la. Im one that treasures the people aaround me okay. Something like this is something i wouldn't wanna miss. AND CHOIR IS COMPULSORY wth. My temper is running lose.

Totally mood spoiler. My headache's back. I hate the fact that i have to fit my timing for damn choir. She makes it look as if the world revolves around her. Screw it.

My headache's back. Choir makes me wonder if coming to PHS was a good choice after all.

P.S/ I WILL KILL CHRISTOPHER CHNG IF I MESS UP ON SUNDAY MAN! Muahahahhha.

SingleLadies

2009-10-10T13:32:00.004+08:00

EH MEL! HAHA

Heidi said this was funny, I THINK SO TOO! HAHA

And if you compare those two to this original, you see a world of a difference,

Beyonce is da bomb la

SweetDream.

2009-10-10T12:31:00.004+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS, RUFUS AND GRACIAAAAA! ♥
Sorry i couldn't make it for the wedding. God bless you two (:

I love weddings. :D

Thank God for Melissa. Life would truly suck without her, beeeg time. She's the only one i can tell everything from A-Z to, and i thank God for that, cause sometimes it seems she's the only one that can undertand me with and open mind, and that she's the only one that ever bothers to listen. She knows everything that goes on in my life anyway. I might have turned out to be some emo kid without her, really. (L)

The feeling of backsliding really sucks. I need a spiritual mentor+pusher, like those they have in "the biggest loser". I think i should go and join, so i can excercise and turn super skinny in a week then get kicked out. But Mark says i wouldn't even qualify. Its not a praise cause he said i wouldn't qualify cause i would take up the whole space. HurHur. (:

I just read a story from marilyn's blog about perfect hearts and blabla, and i think its really sweet, just a little awkward that it was two men who shared the pieces. And since i was picturing the story in my head while reading it, it felt kinda gross, cause i imagined the people having their hearts outside their body and they were like, scraping it. HAHA!

You know what, Shamil is super lame ttm lor. He called me yesterday and he was like,
S:Why did Marilyn Tan eat the geography paper?
A:HUH
S: Why did Marilyn Tan eat the geography paper!?
A: Is that a riddle?
S: YESS. WHY DID MARILYN TAN EAT THE GEOGRAPHY PAPER?!
A: *Thinks to self, This is gonna be lame la! HAHA* I DONT KNOW!
S: Because Mr. Julian Lau said it was going to be a piece of cake!
A: AHHA! WTH!
CAN YOU IMAGINE! AHAHA. I was laughing like crap lor. And he says he's gonna pull my hair and stuff on monday. :x IT DOESNT MATTER CAUSE IM SO GLAD YOURE BACK MAN. (: (he came back on monday just for the lit paper. HAHA) Oh, and it was Marilyn.T who asked him to call me to irritate me. HAHA!

3 papers left to go before liberty comes upon me. Yeah baby. My brother's so weird cause he asked me not to go out aft the exam and plan on things to do. -.- And i think i'm falling sick soon man. I get tired sooo easily. Then i get off and on headaches/migrains with sore throat and some flu.

I love Mook and Heidi. Have i mentioned that i stayed over at Heidi's to study on wednesday? Thursday was nopaper=noschool day, so we woke around 7, had breakfast and blabla then went down to study. Mook made us starve. I told them the only secret i have right now. And i have this urge to tell Marilyn.T cause i tell her almost everything.

There are somethings i really wish to say here but i can't. Thats why i have a diary which (as of today) no one is allowed to read except me. Not that i wanna hide any secrets from Heidi and Mook, just that there are Other people's secrets in there which we need to learn how to respect. I dont force people to tell me other people's secrets, unless its something serious and it concerns my close friend. Lets jsut say I'm a firm believer of freedom-of-choice. And it'd be good if people respect and understand that.

I think Nico's life very shuang, whole day go out one. I wanna beat him in EOY, stupid third in the class for leading such a relaxed life while im here kicking my ass to study. BOOHOO. And i actually thought moose was the male of a deer when they have no link at all, actually. I totaly forgot about the doe,a deer, a female deer song. I think Barrels are still worse, Mel. HAHA! (inside joke). I shall maammaam(makan). So tara.

ohohoh, and i think popping up in Mel's church is fun. I get to eat free apple strudel for waiting outside. HEHE

JasonMrazDaBomb

2009-10-09T13:08:00.002+08:00

Mel was mentioning Jason Mraz, so i decided to go to his blog. Who'd have known i'd ended up laughing like crap.

This is what Jason calls, The most inspiring he's even listened too. I think jason's cool . (L) I had initially expected some super good voice from the kid, but life's pretty unpredictable i suppose. He's so adorable i wanna pinch his cheeks. And hey look, stop teasing the nerds cause they're so talented in entartaining. Yes, now we know what they do behind their locked doors.

Today is a special day(SHHH) :D And i dont like it when people force me to break my promises. Ohohoh, And i think Ah lians are catching up with fashion. It means economy is getting better, since they live off their parent's money. Such a pity that some of them can be quite pretty but living by the cigar and make up turned them the total opposite. This is what happens when you dont save enough for good make up. Moral of the story: Ah lians waste money.

3 more papers. I think i messed up a lil but can la. My conscious is clear since i studied enough. Science wasn't as brain-wrecking as i had expected. pohwells. Shall study for math and do art. Toods.

Where'd you go?

2009-10-03T10:19:00.001+08:00

It seems as if the world's in a chaos now. What a way to say you've don't know what you've got until its gone. Those who shunned him are now worried sick. Tell me, where is this going to go? Its awkward, and its hard to piece things together. He stopped talking about her, could he have given up on her, whom he had never told? Or was he bottling things up?

Sometimes its just hard to look at the brighter side. Cause we try to find that optimism, but it just ain't showing. Facts are sometimes hard to face. Its been almost an entire day since he was last seen. Oh LORD, help us.

Everyone's speculating on where he might be, who he is with, only to find ourselves close to nowhere. The possible places have become the impossible. Now the impossible places are the only possible ones. There were two possible places. Know our plight. From where do we start the search?

I might look around my area later on, especially since he has a cousin who lives nearby. He fact that anything could happen to him bothers me. He was a nice guy, really. But i only knew him on the surface. Please tell us if you have seen him, or details of when you last saw him and communicated with him. We're all going crazy.

Come back safe, Shamil.

Missing.

2009-10-02T23:27:00.004+08:00

Please be safe.
If its my fault, im sorry.
As a friend, i don't want things happening to you.
It's gonna overwhelm me with guilt.
This bothers me.
This worries me.
This could be my fault.

Oh daddy Jesus, help us.
Hear our cries. Save your child. Keep him safe.

Amen.

Never thought i'd fall in love like this.

2009-10-02T13:03:00.005+08:00

I feel, 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone

I feel the same thing happens when you're gone.

Heard that song on MTV while passing time. Gorgeous
My bag's been weighing tons recently. At times like these, its good to have a boyfriend. :D Kidding.

First watched on James' blog. Addictive okay. I hear it everyday. I'd buy their songs if they sold it. I keep singing it. Non-stop! Haha. Heidi has it in her head as well. Oh, i'm really paranoid about the whole natural disaster thingythang. Esp for my mum, since she's climbing a stupid mountain in who-know-where. ): I don't want the world to end so soon. I have so many things i want to tell people, so many emotions i've yet to feel, So many things im not even sure about yet. And i haven't gone on a mission trip yet. I don't want to die. I have a fear of death okay. ):

We were comparing handwriting yesterday, trying to copy Isaac's handwriting. Since Isaac was the judge, he said, If i was part of the competition ah, I would have won. HAHA. He's nice to talk to, really (:

I think English paper was a lot harder than i had expected. I might do as well. Sucks. I have like, 2 questionns wrong already. I hate summary. ): I shall go and study. After I bathe/pee/shit. :D

I really need to talk to you Mel. I REALLY NEED TO. (: Oh, and i think doing covers sound so fun. kk. I hear my pee rumbling. SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

This is so confusing. ):

2009-10-01T21:01:00.003+08:00

Memories Remain... by ~Khomenko on deviant ART

As of today, I shall studymugstudymugstudymugstudymug. I want to score. But since today marks the official beginning, i shall lepak (relax) a bit and ease my mind, focus on God. English has nothing much to study for. So i guess this is best. All the best to all you sweethearts. (:

Thanks for those who donated their clothes to the Typhoon Victims over at the Philippines! Today's the last day for the collection outside my condo, but there are other collection boxes(Literally) at other places:

To be donated:
Rice, noodles, canned goods, sugar, iodized salt, cooking oil, mongo beans and portable water (prolly water in bottles).
Medication: Paracetamol, analgesic, oral rehydration salts, multivitamins, and medications to treat diarrheal diseases
Bath soaps, face towels, shampoo, toothbrush, toothpaste, plastic mats,blankets, mosquito nets, water containers, water purification tablets, laundry soap, used clothings.
Collection points:
Central:
Lutong Pinoy, basement 1, Lucky Plaza, Orchard Road
(9am-9pm, 30th Sept - 10th Oct)
A-Freight Cargo,#03-19 Lucky Plaza, Orchard Road (c/o FAS)
(9am-9pm, 3oth Sept - 10th Oct )
Blk 254 Kim Keat Ave, #13-102 S(310 254)
(7pm-9pm, 30th Sept - 2nd Oct)
East:
~~76 Bayshore Road, #09-17 (1pm-10pm, 3oth sept - 1st Oct)~~
28 Marine Crescent, # o7-11 (7am-11pm, 30th Sept -2nd Oct)
Blk 224 Simei Street 4, #02-112 (1pm-10pm, 30th Sept - 2nd Oct)
West
~~Palm Gardens Condo, Chua Chu Kang Ave 1 (8pm - 10pm, 30th Sept - 1st Oct )~~
~~Northvale Condo, Chua Chu Kang Loop (8pm-10pm , 30th Sept - 1st Oct)~~

I should get CIP points for this man. Very tiring to type that whole thing out okay. Kidding. (: Haha. I really respect those who stand there collecting these things for hours. Really see the bond in the Fillipinos(?).

Stayed back with June, Xin Yee, Sarah.the.biggest.bimbo., Heidi, Mook to study. But we ended up making friends with Isaac Lim and he's really a nice guy! Dont know why so many people shun him ): . Im could get all his riddles! Me and Sarah are the second, because we both knew the answer. Marilyn got the first, but thats cause he explained it to her. Haha. So technically, Sarah and I won! :D But so far, im the only one that guessed his second and third riddle. (: Im so smart. Heeeeez.

I don't like the way people change so fast. Sucks. Oh, and Nico has really bad memory. He probably would never remember he and his future wife's anniversary even after they get married, have children, grow old, die, get buried/cremated, go through judement day (and God might just say, You never bought yout wife a present for your wedding anniversary cause you forgot), Go to heaven, and (maybe) God might rebuild earth. And he still won't remember. HAHA! Kidding la. (:

I fell asleep last night smiling cause i think i did a good deed by giving my old clothes away, although it wasn't much. But the fact that each and every one that receives that peice of clothing would treasure it so dearly and thank God for the existance of the one who donated it makes me smile. Not that i gave them so they can thank God for me la, but the feeling of giving with a free heart feels kickass good. I really wish i could give more and go there to help them and tell them that God loves them and they rock cause they're so strong, but oh well. At least i did something small. And every small thing would grow into something big. (:

3 more chapters before im pretty summed up with geog. Whoohoohoo baybeh. Today is the last math day and im going to miss Miss Chin and her voice and sayings (refer to M.T's blog).

Oh ya, actually can't say JY follow me la hor. Keeping up with fashion is nothing wrong. Just that she does it... Slow and steady? HAHA. But i believe everyone is different so we won't be exactly the same even if she tries. So long as im not labelled as "JY #2", I won't get THAT pissed. (: I do get a little irritated at first when she pops up with something the same, but i get over it in minutes. I still love Jing Ying ah. Cause she's nice to ka jiao. :D hehehehehe. But honestly huh, i think she looks a lot better in her new fringe. Just that her hair sticks to her face.

Sheng Jie likes to greet me on MSN with some youtube link instead of a 'hi'. Very funny eh. Okay, toodz/.

911

2009-09-30T18:56:00.003+08:00

Secret Garden. by =lorelix04 on deviant ART

Currently: Vexed.

Its frustrating how i so desperately want and NEED to study but my brain isn't working well cause im too tired. I just feel like lying there and not wake up till EOYs are over. I couldn't help but fall asleep. And it was so hard to wake up cause my head was throbbing. Another chapter of geog, and an eng w/s. I wanna just lie there and forgeet the world. I CAN DO IT.

p.s. I (L) sunflowers and roses. Ask my future boyf to get them for me :D

2009-09-30T16:09:00.008+08:00

Heidi the Cyborg

Heidi: EH! Post this on your blog ah!

MOOKS TURN TO BE CONSTIPATED! AHAHHA

Nicco and i forgot the name. Nicco's the smaller one, so don't act big ah, Nico. HAHA! Kidding (:

Nicco! Or was it Nikki. I think its Nicco. So many dogs there. Literally

Remember Kylie? (:

SOOO cute

Stefffffffi

SHE LOOKS SO INNCENT RIGHT. Haha. I miss Kylie man

Edited with my phone. Nice right :D

Steffi: No, only 2 more games.

The moment i sat down this number came on the clock. no significance. Im not attatched, so you still got chance. *Winkwink!* HAHA!

RISSAAAA

Udders Ice Cream's the Rak Ter. HAHA!

HEY YOGABBAGABBER. He reminds my cousins and I of my bro. Hehehe/

--Traumatized bird at Drea's

Grace and Daniel. They've been together for 8 years now. This was at the hospital.

Grace took this

And this

AND THIS

And i took this

And this

This was th TB injection. Its on my arm, dont worry.

Sun tanning the other time. HAHA.

These are the super old pics from my phone that i owe you. From like, i dont even rememebr when. HAHA. Knock you down's cover is stuck in my head thanks to jamesdance.bs' Sept archives.

Some things in life get really complicating and confusing. I hate making choices. I suck at them. Esp when it comes to very real and people-related stuff. Like friendship. And since i don't hate anyone, and i havent so for quite some time, i don't really remember the emotion of anger and hatred anymore. I guess its supposed to be good. But people should have their limits. And sometimes getting angry for the right reason is good. Im afraid she'd go the wrong way.

And i hope (and pray) that your leg would get better, Yoke Ming. (: Im such a nice friend right. :D heez.

Mummy's gonna climb a mountain. Good game. I wish i could watch some live telecast. I'd laugh till i die. Hurhur. I should not be so mean to my own mum. And have i mentioned, my parents are turning senile and they act like kids. GOSH. Dramatic people. You know where i get the drama from now. But when i get shocked and scream, it isn't attention seeking or dramatized. I just have big reactions to sudden stuff. K, bye

P.S./

Might be MIA. EOY know. (: Oh, and i'm only gonna link/relink (which i hate doing so PLEASE choose a URL and stick to it. ) after EOYs. YAY!. New list of things to do. Will be crusing away with Woon peeps (MEL!) somewhere in nov. Hols start 30 Oct. If you wanna book me better do it quick. I get realllll packed. Haha. K, Cheerio. Im an hour behind time. (:

Love Comes Around

2009-09-29T16:10:00.003+08:00

Tag Replies:
Isabelle: HAHAH! So cute right your senior. LOL! Kidding (:
GM: OH MY WORD! You serious?! Super long laaa. HAHA!
James: HAHA! Okay lor. But my voice sucks like crap now man. HEHE

Eh yay, i just accidentally deleted the entire post. It was about how i think Jing Ying can be really nice and how i think she should find her identity in Christ and not me. Oh, and the earth quaked yesterday. Or maybe it was the construction. My brother says Earthquakes would cause giddiness. So yeap.

When it knocks you down,

Just get back up

When it knocks you down.

Why can't you see?

2009-09-26T20:02:00.004+08:00

If you could see that im the one that understands you,

Been here all along so why can't you see

You belong with me?

Im listening to Taylor Swift's 'You belong with me' over and over again. I like the video. So nice you know. I think she looks so cute with geek specs. She's so pretty i want to steal her face. but she looks like an alien from some angles. But her nose so nice and sharp. And her lips very sexy. I like! :D Huhuhu. The MV so funny. Hurhur. I think its so sweet.

Didn't wake up to a very good start actually. I don't like waking up to my phone's vibration. Prolly cause i can't sleep again when that happens. Bu Zhi Dao Wei Shen Me. Then something started bothering me a little. Oh wells. I really miss Melissa Woon and i so desperately feel like talking to her.

I think some people just can't make up their mind. Pfffts. Calista and I both had a 'Confession Week'! I miss talking to her like that. When we'd just rant our weeks to each other and give advice. I remember how we used to cry to each other and stuff. I think she's the only strong friendship thats still going REALLY strong since we left DLS. All because of God. Amen (:

I think a lot of Singaporean actors very fail. Acting very sacarstic and drama one. Either that or not drama at all. Some still can ah, but the rest huh, CMI.

Heidi loves bubble talk

2009-09-26T11:58:00.005+08:00

Mook, Heidi and i have decided to try to stop speaking singlish. Since the library incident with Mook on thursday. FUNNY MAN. I love teaching Mook Oral. Get a lot of entertainment one. Hehehhehehe.

Speaking of oral, I think i did quite okay la. Chinese, should be able to pass. I like my eng oral teacher. So should pass also. :D Ghim Xin said she could hear me. Hurs. I think the way we did it was super cool. Very fast , unlike primary school. So fun know. I talked so much. SOOO much. I think the teacher was pissed cause i never stopped talking. But she smiled ah, so i think okay. :D

Went to Mook's on wed to do math board. Her house is like, the reconcilliation house okay. I like. Too bad i left eralier, if not Web would be able to help me buy BBT. AND HE'LL PAY FOR IT, HEIDI(unlike tont! HAHA)!!

Went to Heidi's house to finsish up the proj and it's as awesome as me! ( dont say it must really suck since its as awesome as me okay! HAHA) :D Went for dinner with her family excpet Niccole. Mook was there too. We went to J8's crystal jade and i just found out they were regular customers, so they actually address her parents as Mr and Mrs Chan. Then they called her brother Shao Ye. Awesome right.

I think her whole family has eyebrow issues lor.

Sylvester: Eh, she no eyebrows one
Heidi: EH AMANDA! Got hear not! Even my bro say you no eyebrows lor!
Sylvester: HUH, I meant the waitress. But Oh ya hor, you also no eyebrows one leh.

*Halfway through Dinner*
Heidi: EH Mummy! Amanda no eyebrows right!
Heidi's mum: Ya lor. Why you no eyebrows one huh?

FUNNY MAN. And Sylvester likes my accent. He really reminds me of Gary lor. Oh, i think im a geek. I love playing word games. Hurhur. I helped Heidi's mummy lor. I bet they died after i left right! Kidding. (:

Tag Replies

Randi: Hello (:
Mirul: HAHA! I feel extra man! Love you too! :D heez
M.Y: I love you ! :D haha
Zenda: YESSS! I agree like crap. :D
Miguel: Thank you! Haha, sorry again huh. (:
Therese: Hey! Thanks sweetie! :D
Denise: haha, Ya.
Sarah: YOU TOO! Although th exam's alr over. haha. I look good with EVERYONE. :D hehe
Mook: Oh. Whoopsie! hurs (:
James: I'll screw it man! LOL
Bren: Whuuuut? Haha whaddat man.

I've come to realise that Taylor Swift lives in a very 'happy ending' kind of story. It would be cool if my life was like her songs. How everything goes my way. I like You belong with me. Such a cute story. Imagine if i had a crush on this guy whom i thought like this other girl but he actually likes me! MUAHAHA. Not that i have a crush on any guy la. I just think its cool. :D

I feel the earth move.

2009-09-21T20:36:00.003+08:00

Tag Replies:
GM: YOU SURE?! HAHAHA, Kidding la (:
Amirul! : HAHA, WHAT WE DO MAN! Its okay!, I think we might be going to Sentosa aft the exams :D
Carin: Haha. Sure darlin! (:
Denise: haha, No la! (: Pretty girl!
Clarette: Okay! (: Thanks! :D
Brendan: Haha. Thanks Darling! :D And aiya, Go study ley.
Erick: Haha. Go ahead man (:
Mook: NO LOR PLEASE. You every angle also pretty lor please. ):
Joey: HAHAHA! We're fated man! :D Kidding. (:

I feel fruitful. I studied chapter 1-5 of math, and for the math test tmr. And i did my Bible study homework and and and some piano homework. All started at around 3. Cause i slept after lunch. Wasn't feeling too well.

And i think im gonna fall sick soon. Sore throat. Must be the depressed chips. Yes, the chips were depressed.

234! Reply my email ley :D

Just Dance.

2009-09-21T11:05:00.010+08:00

Amanda the extra strikes again when she went to watch the dancers at Bishan the other day. I really love them a lot lor. They've never called me an extra or anything. Aiya, at least i know im extra myself :D . But we're all budds anyway. And it was Denise's birthday as well. Pictures!

ERICKKKK!

Carin + Amirul (:

Although im not one of you guys, i still love you. Haha. I wish i was in dance man. ): But Choir's cool anyway.

HEY DAD! (I look goofy. )

Amanda.L, Me, Denise/Gummy Teddy! :D

AMANDA POWER

Amanda Lim's unglamliness spoils the romantic background. ): HAHA, kidding

MAA

Denise=Birthday girl (L)

Awful concortion of fries stuck in cake

They didn't look in my camera ):

I think i look very funny. HAHA

Sarah+Denise + MeTryingToBeExtraAtTheBack

THEY SAY WE LOOK LIKE A COUPLE! HAA

OR DO WE? (nah)

Mook took this shot and she loves it :D

I was laughing at myself in Sarah's phone

HEHE

Lime Light

(Shit, i accedentally deleted one picture.HEHE)

I have this thang for embarrassing myself.

If you know what i mean

(L)!

!!!

Lemme tell you about my dream........................................ ( I copy JAY WHY!)

First scene was hugging Heidi and something about buns. Then it jumped to my dad hiding my left contact lens under the pillow and washing it with detergent. Then i didn't know and went to put it on. Then my eyes fogged up and i became blind or something. Then i got so desperate and never wanted contact lenses again, so i went to buy the super nice+cute specs from Lot One that mummy said i looked like a geek in. but its so cute. I wanna buy it okay. Okay. okay. Okay. What am i saying.

And i can't wait to take out my braces. It stops me from smiling with my mouth closed. But its cute. My bro says it changed the colour cause of the acid from the iced lemon tea. Who knew my braces could be a PH indicator of its own.

Sorry for shaky hands and bad lighting. I bet you freaked out. ): Please don't look at how dirty it is okay. Look at the colour (IF you can).

I shall study aft lunch. BYE

(&Ihopethingsaregettingbetter :D)

I've said my piece.

2009-09-20T16:27:00.005+08:00

Me: Oh gosh. That girl just puked.

GM: Huh, where?

Me: There la.

(5 minutes later)

GM: EH EH EH! Aiya, wasted, never step on the vomit. He almost step ley!

Me: PLEASE LA.

GM: Why ley, maybe they think is porridge then they step. Like somebody "AIYA! I drop my porridge"

Me: YA RIGHTTTTTTT. HAHAHAH

Okay, i'm feeling real troubled by smth. Im sorry , like , REALLY. I'll make you floss bread on tuesday :D

Sorry.

2009-09-20T16:12:00.002+08:00

Pictures of yesterday shall be up, SOME OTHER DAY.

KNOW WHAT. I was reading my other 2 blogs, both private ones. I dont blog there anymore, so yeah. It was all the yester year crap that was super funny when i read it. As in, SUPER. I used to twit okay! GOSH. I spelt today as Tuhhday. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHHAA. LMAO LA. but that was long ago. And at least i don't twit anymore right. Im 13 this year (YAY). And i know a 15 year old who still twits. Pffffts. And he thinks he's very mature. TSK.

OH, And it had all those emo IMY T.T Stuff, and all the pictures with Mel. We both look super different lor. I think i put on a lot of weight. My hips now so big. Stupid puberty la. There was this picture of me in a fitting room. Woah, a lot skinnier la. I should seriously stop over eating right. Right. '

Enough bout all that crappp man. I feel a lot better today (THANKS SARAH AND MOOK!). I think Heidi is really a good friend. She taught me a lifelong kinda lesson that's really impactful. Thanks so much (:

Melissa opened her eyes after praying at the confirmation class and i was standing outside the window. STUNNED. HAHAHAH. I had nowhere better to go so i decided to visit her at her church! (: I made a new friend called Kylie and she's 6 and she's super cute+hyper+she reminds me of Marissa. And she wants to be a pig and eyebrow..... ? Cute la. My heart goes out to her. She can remember my name then cannot remember Mel's. SUCKAAA. :D I don't want Rissa to grow up.

Oh ya, my old blogs always started with "Hi peoples!" or "Back peoples!". Thus i have a conclusion that Jing Ying is the slower version of me. CATCH UP! Then people will think we're twins, just that im the prettier one. HAHA. Kidding la. Love you Jing Ying! :D ( I SAID IT MARILYN!)

Sometimes, promises are better left unsaid.

2009-09-19T22:06:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE JANG/GUMMY TEDDY!

I love you very much. (:

And my braces changed its colour. Freaky right. Its now green. HAHA

Today was pretty alright i guess.

Amazed.

2009-09-19T09:08:00.002+08:00

27 Sept, History channel. Must remind me huh.

Geez. I'm back. After forever(andibetyoumissedmeright). Was super lazy la. Any whoots, was watching the 7 deadly sins on pride. And how it is the deadliest sin. It was called, the crusher of souls and some other stuff. And i just found out that the Bible didn't talk about the fall of Lucifer.

There's this culture , i think its called the armish, they live TOTALLY without pride. They wear simple clothes, they don't use technology cause they think it ultimately leads to pride, they don't take pictures cause its a form of vanity, blablabla. But one of the experts were saying that their desperateness to become humble would soon be a form of pride. True.

Pride is the key that lead to the fall of man, the fall of Lucifer, the rise of Hitler=WW2, the fall of Napoleon. Pride is also like, a way of going against God. Pride is like, comparison. And honestly i've never really seen pride so deeply before. I(L)HISTORY CHANNEL. And Thomas, Geeks have a future. Unlike people like you.

Letazia came over yesterday after choir for about an hour. We were learning the Singout dance. Met Heidi and the rest of the dancers after that. I feel super extra lor. Every time its me with the dancers as they try to teach me the dance. And boy do i suck. But i love all of them very much anyway. I feel closer to them then the choir lor. pffffts.

If i may speak, I think guys these days are childish and immature. Or at least those of my generation. They claim to love their Girlfriends, they claim that they want them for the rest of their lives blablabla, but when their girlfriends tell them to NOT do something, like play a game, they still do it, and tell us not to tell their girlfs. What kind of commitment is that?
And they claim to LOVE her when they can't even do such a simple thing. And its for their own good anyway. Im speaking for a friend, so don't get the wrong idea.

When i look at all the guy friends i have, it freaks me out to think that ANYONE of them might just be the one i'll spend the rest of my life with. And it sucks cause they're so friggin immature that i can't imagine them being my dream boyfriend. I'm gonna make sure i bring up my son (if i have one) well. Unlike them. Sorry for the rant, its just really bothering me.

And then there're those that are self proclaimed Christians who can't even respect their parents, much less any authority over them. They look like gangsters that can't even respect THEMSELVES. Where's this world going, really. Satan is such an ass and i really REALLY hate satan. I admit, i can be materialistic and rude to my parents, but not to their extent. It chisses me. Im sorry im crapping this on a public blog, but i dont really care. It just bothers me.

And look, all these cause of pride. I need to tell Heidi and Mook stuff. Desperately.

And thanks for waking me up to know i'll never want to be like you. You know who you are if you're reading this. Stop hurting her.

Unexpectantcy

2009-09-14T18:55:00.003+08:00

Pictures of SA's Lit Fest`09 up on Mook's blog. Really nice pictures! :D I kinda stole them (hope you don't mind :D) so i could upload them on FB! Mook hardly ever uploads pictures on fb. Oh well.

I guess its these little unexpectancies(?) and unpredictibilities in life that actually make it rather interesting and worth living for. I guess it was really rather...shocking thatit was me. Shan't dwell on it too much though. Jing Ying seemed more excited than i was. But talking about this would make me sound like a total biatch so i guess i'd rather not, and I probably wont talk about it unless tags start appearing on my tagbox, so yeah.

First days of school in PHS are the best. Really missed my friends man. :D I love school many much. Wanted to say hi to GM but a teacher called. And geez. The fact that our class might just disperse and seperate next year totally sucks. Esp since Mook and Amanda and Marilyn have been doing so well, they'd probably move up the ladder while I just stay stagnant. Sucks much. I'd miss them so much ): ( This is just a high probable thing that im assuming)

I think choir can be quite fun. Esp with Miss Yee. Oh, and i miss Melissa Woon a lot. I need to tell her something and i hope you read this man. And yay, I think Nico is like, my best text buddy man. :D We're like siblings! Hahaha

Its a cry.

2009-09-12T21:41:00.003+08:00

I remember reading somewhere something pretty meaningful: Prayer isn't an art, its a cry.

Im currently feeling really bored. And tired. I love Youthphoria so very very much. And anywhoots, Calista didn't come today. Kinda miss her. Haha. I used to go back with her really often and listen to all her rants. I think we've drifted a lot recently. I should really go over one day and have a good talk with her. :D

Oh ya, YULIANG! So sorry about yesterday. I turtle-ly pang seh-ed you. HEHEHE. And i have hearing problems. i heard Wayne as Ray. HAAH. Okay. I feel very lame right now, BeeTeeDoubleU. Oh ya, did you know that the letter 'W' is pronounced as 'Double U'? So technically, our W should actually look like uu joined together. Yay. I figured something no one else did.

Oh gosh, School starts on Monday. Time flies right. I feel so unfruitful. They should have given us a longer holiday so we could study more right. And i think Singapore stresses their kids too much and i feel like drinking sugarcane with lemon all of a sudden. Pfffts.

I love disturbing Amanda.Choo. Her friend says i don't look 13 from my fb profile. But she refused to tell me who. But i love ka jiao-ing her anyway. And Nico is like, one of those few people i know that are authentic Oldie people. People like us, which includes Bren and Mel, have been born into the wrong era. Melissa and I are exact. And i have decided to get a new file for all my crap. YAY.

Thats all folks. See you tomorrow on Looney Tunes! ( I have no idea what that was about. )

&ITREALLYMAKESMEWONDER

2009-09-11T23:10:00.003+08:00

I haven't had a bath since i got home and i dont plan to do so till tomorrow morning. Im way too freaking lazy+tired to even be bothered. So i'll just continue to scratch my head till day light breaks and i find myself bald and wonder why cause i also scratched my memory out. Thats when i read this after seeing a heap of garbage which brings a flashback. Then i remember it was because i didn't bathe and so i'll learn a lesson. I bet you didn't know what the heck i was talking about. But its okay. Cause i have no idea what i just said either and i'm not gonna bother to re-read it again. :D

I just saw my geog textbook and realised i forgot to lend it to faith. Shiz right, shall text her first thing tmr. Sometimes i wonder if worms really exist on our heads and in our tummz. But whether they exist in my tum or not, it doesn't matter cause they've been failing to eat all my unwanted food. Stupid lazy-to-eat worms. *scratches head*Now im so fat thanks to them. And i have a mosquitoe bite on the sole of my foot and you know how bad that sucks. ):

I (think) i finished all my work (YAY) and Miss Ee/See ( i really dont know) wasn't so happy today. It started with the low attendance then us not knowing our parts. So she kinda just stormed off like that.*scratches head* Felt really quite bad about it.

CIP after that with the love of my life--NIGEL! HAHA. I think disturbing him is so fun. I told Nigel to intro me to his mum as his girlf or something. Then he said something which i forgot but it was kickass funny. Whatever it is, Wil said: If i gave Nigel 50 cents to call all his friends, he would have change leftover. And we all started laughing. Love them so much man. (: * scratches head*

Yay, I love talking to Nico so much la. YAY, Great Minded crazy brother. :D

Great Minds Think Alike

2009-09-10T20:14:00.000+08:00

YAY. Nico is my Great Minded buddy. :D We are Pshycics(?) in disguise and we hace secrets. HAHAHAHA. I like my new friend :D

I finished all my homework (YAY!) But i havent done QT ): I did The wrong Geog quiz. So smart right. I spent one hour on that quiz , and tried to figure out how to print it out. TSKS. I couldn't open the second ACTUAL quiz. TOO BAD.

Musical yesterday. I can still remember the songs! Haha. Miss Irene and Jansen forgot me alr lor. Heart broken man. She was my choir conductor for like, 5 years and im like a no one to her ): I love my primary school peeps. I think Xavier is so fun to disturb. HAHA.

its been so hot recently. I bet its cause How Yi composed that poem on global warming. Pffts. All your fault. Later the sea levels will rise and flood us. ): YAY. I like talking to Great Mind. So funny la. HAHA. BYE

Sense.

2009-09-09T09:25:00.004+08:00

This is what i plan to accomplish by today:

All my left over science stuff i have at home ( I bet some are in my file)
Diary
Writing a letter to God
QT
Clearing pictures from my Camera( D:)
Persuade daddy to give me some money for later on ( MUSICAAALLLL)
Part 1 of Gogogeog.

By tomorrow:

Gogogeog part 2
Math CHACHA thing
QT
Revise math 1A
SOME reading

Okay yeah. Have i mentioned how sick Alvin Lim can get? If i havent then too bad. HAHA. Gonna meet Harita later on. And Bren, and most of the DLS clique. Im really glad we're still pretty close and meet up considerably often up till now. Maybe cause most of them hate secondary school. Oh well Loveslovesloves anyway.

I think peeing is very healthy cause it detoxifies your body. I should go on a water fast one day. DETOXIFY! Or maybe just a fruit fast. JoJells. Or maybe i shouldn't fast at all. Yeah, i think thats the best. I think my nails are really ugly, as in the top part. But i still love them. Did you know that i never sprained or broken any part of me before? ( ``OnLii mUaii hArrTtszxczxc~ HAHAH. kidding). As far as i remember, that is. Okay, i kinda know i havent.But thats cause i don't do ANY sport. (except pretending to be a dancer when im alone in my room. HEHE).

I think i should go and start with my today schdule or i'll never keep it. Gonna reach Loti by 3.30. Its just accross the road anyway. I miss Harita. ): BYE

OH YA. I dreamt of clothes and a walk in wadrobe last night. HOW I WISH I WAS SKINNYYYY. ): But its okay. I'll just join 'The Biggest Loser Asia". My brother says i won't even get in. One day, if i can do whatever i want without dying, i'd go and run the whole perimeter of singapore without feeling tired or cramped on the day itself and the next day. If i don't lose weight, then i'll go for like, lipo or something. Or maybe not. And i LOVEE the high skirt and tank top i dreamt of. And i dreamt of this super cute guy in my dream 2 nights ago. I love sleeping. :D

Change.

2009-09-08T17:32:00.007+08:00

"Praise Adonai, from the rising of the Sun, to the end of everyday.
Praise Adonai, all the nations of the earth, all the angels and the saints "

My All-Time-Round IDOL--JayWhy!!

LOOK AT THEIR FACES! SO CUTE LA (L)

HAHAHHAH.

Deston= HUH

Chia Chuan= Enthu

Jerald= Enthu
How Yi=Rightttt

Oh How I Love You People (and the tree:D)

I think i managed to do quite a bit today. I have like, 4 more science worksheets/papers to accomplish before i please Mr Loh *rubs tummy*. Shall mug Math tmr if im not going out with Juniors. But we'll be going to study if we go out anyway. Love them so much. And you too, Harita. (: Oh, then there's DLS school musical. I initially thought Maine got me tix but nah. So i'll be going there to try my luck to see if they'll be selling the tix there. Just to see Haritaaaa. <3

Xavier (Jesse Tan) and I were talking about people and stuff, and yeah. It really hurts me to see her go down this road ( or was it route? Anti-climax, sorry). Then we looked at her archives and her current posts, and we saw how different it was. How now its just emo-full of rants and vulgarties and how it used to be so innocent (and about how i farted in her face). HAHA. But i still love her very much. I've really gotta have the courage to talk to her about this one day.

I don't really like the way people change so much, esp when its for the worse. And i really hate it when parents with kids don't spare a thought for their kids and their future and go around doing whatever they want. And when their kids screw up, they just rant it on their kids and scold them for no rhyme or reason. Thats when the sticks and alcohol comes in with the abuse. Then the kids think that no one loves them, and next thing you know, they're in the coffin. Life without Jesus is like a donut, cause there's a hole in the centre of your heart. (:

Mummy used to tell me about how everyone has this emptiness in them, which can only be filled by the love of Jesus christ. These people without Jesus go around searching for that sense of filling, only to get emptied once again. They seek refuge in relationships and lustfulness, but they're still empty. I've been feeling empty recently, but i don't understand why i don't have this urgency to go back to God.

I really have to start doing my QT again. I think the computer sucks cause its absorbing so much of my time. And FYI, i can see the difference in me being so far from God. Its like he's calling me, i'm calling him, but im not willing to move. And there's this thing thats pulling me away. And i go further and further and further. I try to tell myself about how much God's crying for me, but i don't feel a thing. Why? This sucks.

Okay, i have no idea how this post managed to get from something so happy to something as sad as this. But geeeeez. It makes my heart ache just thinking about how much i've drifted from God.

And sometimes i really feel like a hypocrite. Yes, i do go for bible study and go to church like, at LEAST 2 times a week ( there's chapel, Bible study, Youth, sunday service), and people think im like, the bible geek who uses verses to relate to real life things, who wins when people debate with me on religion, blablabla, and it seems as if Im like, SUPER DUPER close to God, when im not, and im actually like, SO far away from God, and i don't even know what God's trying to say. I need to get back up. I really do.

No Marilyn, im not emo :D

P.s. I ate A LOT. Im 67 kilos now. Not kidding. :D

You could be my unintended

2009-09-08T12:42:00.002+08:00

I passed my piano exam by 7 marks! (: Iareoverjoysed. :D But my dad (as usual) Had to pull me down. Sometimes i just REALLY wish he'd be satisfied with who i am, and learn to make me feel better than worse. I shan't eleborate too much since it'll prolly give you a bad impression on him ( oh, you already have?). He CAN be a good guy. Especially in the faces of others. I guess everyone's different at home and outside. Im different too. Genetic, maybe. And who knows, God must have His reasons for placing daddy in my life. Maybe he's building me up. (:

I think i had a very interesting talk with Jethro last night. We played our version of " Moment of truth" So he got to ask me any question, and i had to answer him truthfully. And I got to ask him any question. Im an open person, so i wouldn't be afraid to share, really. :D And now we're playing Tic Tac Toe and im winning. YAY :D Oh, 3D TTT is super cool la! I just won like, 8-2. :D

Was talking to Bonnie last night, I really like talking to her. (: I feel like i can totally relate to her. Oh yeah, I changed my braces colour today. Its two diff shades of blue. Thats cause i wanna suck up to Jay Why . :D HAHA. Mr. Dentist says it'll definately be out by the end of the year cause i have obedient teeth. So cute right. HAHA

Was watching this documentary on extraordinary people- the strongest toddler. He could climb up stairs at 6 months, and he can do two chin ups ( hanging on a pole without and balance or supposrt) at the age of 3. He has 40% more muscle growth than an average toddler. And he has no Baby fat. He even has those muscles on his back that athletes have. Super omyword la. Was quite freaky, really. He's the second known human with such strength. Oh, and he has his 6 pacs forming. Gross much?

I feel very VERY far from God recently. And homework as well. Geez. Holidays past so fast. It sucks being sick on your holiday. Shall go do homework like any good girl (ME) should. :D. After uploading fb pics of MacRitchie, that is. (:

2009-09-07T13:31:00.005+08:00

If you are what you say you are, a superstar

Then have no fear, the crowd is here. AHHAHA

Wee Hock does NOT play the guitar

Brendan!

I AM NOT SCARED

MELISSA

HIIII YA

GOGOGOGOGOOOOOO

JAMJAMJAM

JAMIEJAMIEJAMIE

This is how old this pic is :D

Jamie

Nicole is pretty

We know you're pretty

jamie, Happy belated birthday again :D

2009-09-07T09:48:00.004+08:00

Bev's leaving. I reckon i haven't posted them. HAHA.

Oh oh oh, Guess what? The medicine for my thorat mummy assigned me is called

SERRATIOPEPTIDASE aka. Danzen. HAHA. I think its funny. K BYE!

I.THINK.MY.LIFE.IS.A.BLAST!

2009-09-06T17:05:00.003+08:00

I LOVE MY LIFE

(HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, AMANDA.L!)

Thursday at MacRitchie with ONE FAITH (!!!!). Haha. Was high throughout the day. Or most of it. I climbed my first tree!!!! HAHA. Heidi was pushing my butt man. And yes, Heidi has big time butt issues okay. You'll know if you look at our pictures. And Thanks to all those who helped me climb my first tree!!! :D Really nice experince despite the small cuts here and there. And my dad calling me a monkey. HAHA. CHIA CHUAN DID PUMPING ON A TREE OKAY!. He's so gay. K no la. I shall be nice and call you a gentleman because you helped me carry my bag. YAY. And i ate lots of chips. :D

OH! And there was a monkey attack!!! HAHA. Mr JL stupidly gave his class those mini box cereals to eat while walking, and the monkeys came to attack them. And since they were the class travelling before us, the monkeys were figuring out how to eat their cereals while we were on the trail. And i happened to be the one leading the first group, so we had lots of show man. HAHA. Thank God the kayakers came to chase them away. One poor monkey must have been so nervous till he shitted right in front of me. CUTE RIGHT.

Had Monday's timetable on friday which sucked, cause it means going home later. And i don't like Choir on fridays, cause Friday ends early, and we have to stay back (tsktsk). Waited for dancers outside while peeping in, and Miss Chung(Choir teacher) saw me, and she asked if i wanted to join DANCE! OHMYWORD LA. i was speechless. Then Miss Tang walked outside the dance room and Miss chung told her about it. Then Miss Tang asked if i could do a split. But i can't. So OH WELL. I don't think i can join anymore. ): Oh, and the dance was awesome. Sarah's so sexaye man. ;D HAD FRIES FOR DINNER. And some other stuff.

Went for Lit Fest at St Andrews on saturday. Very long story. But if you sum it up, we walked the whole perimeter of St.Andrews because we got lost. Worst part is, THERE WERE NO CUTE GUYS. (awww) ): HAHA. Kidding la. Im not interested in these stuff, really. I just find it fun to say. Had a blast. I WATCHED MEL'S PERFORMANCE (her school was there too) AND THEY GOT FIRST PRIZE! Congrats man! HAHA. I think it was really funny. Like Me against her, Sporty vs Artsy. HAHA. Oh, and DARREN SIM performed too! & i was laughing like shit.

There was THIS SCHOOL that had their script in their hands, but they still could forget their lines. Funny much. Then there was this other school that rapped out their poem. The beatbox covered the words of the poem. I couldn't hear a SINGLE word. And when STC won some prize, they were screaming for like, the next of forever. I think one even cried. SEE THEIR UNITY MAN. HAHA. And just before that, Mook was pledging her IJ spirit. HAHA.

Had 'lunch' with Mook and Heidi, then went to meet Kim at the City Hall station, cefore heading to Willis' chalet/P6 Reunion at Costa sans. OHMYWORD LA. HAD SO MUCH FUN CAN. We sat on (almost) all the rides. Germaine only came towards the evening. I went on the Vikings twice, one sitting on the ends, the other in the middle with Kim (: You should see Cal's face man. SUPER FUNNY. HAHA. Sat wet and wild twice, one with Kim and another with Kevan mark. I WAS FREAKING WET WHEN I SAT WITH KEVAN LA. And yes, Screaming on the rides makes it a lot funner, esp since this was the only existant theme park in singapore since i was born. I can't wait for the one at harbourfront :D

And now im sick. I lost my voice and i have a flu and cough. But hell yeah did i have fun man. This is such a long post. HAHA. Pictures some other day. (:

T`DAY

2009-09-02T20:55:00.002+08:00

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY JAMIE! :D

eh jethro, I can ride a bike okay! HAHAHHA

I love DLS peeps so very Much. FINALLY GOT TO SEE THEM AFTER FOREVER LA! HAHAHHA. Really missed them lots lor. Met this PHS senior in DLS. And he was complaining about PHS and how he trasferred after a while into a private school. HAHA. Then I saw Jerome. Brendan's (something like) childhood friend. Heard a lot about him before lor! I kinda know him as the medipedi guy. HAHA. He's in Darren's school and in th same CCA. And can tell he really cares for Bren. haha. He's nice! :D

Jethro's some super zai biker who was shown on ESPN and he has sponsorship from fallen. So he gets free shoes that Bren pays 150+ for. HAHA. So loser lor. 2 more sponsors and he's gonna bike over the world man! HAHA. Good lifer. Im so proud of you la Jet! HAHA. i sound like a mum. :D

Oh, brendan tried teaching me the skateboard. And i couldn't move la! HAHA. SO EMBARRASSING K. Then when i moved, i started to scream. SUPER LONG SINCE I STOOD ON ONE OF THOSE THINGS OKAY. Then brendan had to teach me STEP BY STEP. Felt like some big baby man. HAHA.

I think harita's gotten a lot prettier. And i saw Sab! LOVE HIM SO MUCH LA! MR SAB SAB SAB. And met Juniors. Shreyas said i looked prettier!!! YAY ME. :D Really love them so much. (: I think its getting boring. so Bye :D

2009-08-31T21:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

-Mr.Lim, Mdm Lee
-Mr Julian Lau ( You scold cause you care. I hope :D)
-Mrs J.Jaafar, Mr Winston Chua, (Mr, Jimmy Weng)
-Mrs M.Lau, Ms Fu,
-Miss Chin
-Mr Loh ( !!!!)
-Li Lao Shi
-Mr Ng
- Mrs Goh/ Miss Yong
-Mr Soh
- Mr Yeo/Teo/Tan
-Miss Jiang

Yay, i know my class can give you lotsa shit at times, but we still love you! (At least I do! :D) Haha, esp Mr Loh! I really respect your patience and tolerance for my class. And how you still care so much for us despite how we treat you. How you get sore throats and get sick all because of us, yet you tirelessly teach us and (try) to make lessons interesting. Im really sorry for taking how linean you are forgranted. How we never fail to hand up out homework after the dateline, but you still give in to us. Thank you so much! Haha, see this post! Just for you ley! :D LOVE YOU VERY MUCH LA MR LOH!. IM SO SORRY FOR MISTREATING YOU OKAY! (L)

2009-08-31T18:58:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i just can't stop wondering why

My dad can't let me have ONE day of fun and noise with my friends. He knew i tried to quiten them down but he still had to give me that unhappy face and say, " You're very noisy you know".
We're sec one la come on. Let them enjoy their youth can? Pfffffts.

Why some things are harder to forget than others. Why some people can't get over addictions like drugs or smoking or alcohol. And their familes suffer for them. And their friends around them.

2009-08-30T18:16:00.005+08:00

Blgoger has some problems uploading pics, so these are all i can give to you. I have so many un-uploaded pictures i can die just thinking about it. Going to take more tmr. TEACHER'S DAY! WHOOOOOTS. Going back to DLS with like, the whole world man. Im gonna see Harita and im super excited cause i miss her so kickass bad. But Mr.Cheng and Mr. Sab won't be there... ):

Stayed over at Mel's last night aft yphr. Went to Ikea with her to have dinner and to buy teacher's day stuff. I was broke so i could only buy for 6 teachers. ): Super good time with her lor. MISSED HER SO BAD. Took pictures like mad. Gonna wait her her to upload them/ :D

I realised my blog is getting boringer and boringer. Too bad. I think my life has so many interesting things that i can't put here. Thomas likes to misread people. And I think i have a super weird maid. Pffffts.

Totally screwed up the Woship Team audition today. I never knew we played guitar chords piano. And i had to sing harmony when i had no idea how. Maybe im not that musically talented afterall. And i sang one note off pitched. ): Okay, im so tired. Byeeeee

Edit./

Elsie said i looked mixed! YAY ME AGAIN

2009-08-29T14:44:00.004+08:00

ILUALLSOMUCH! I think mine was really very ugly ): Oh well.

2009-08-29T13:36:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Bonnie made me feel so much better yesterday man! First, it started with Miao Ching, then her primary school which is the school that Godma teaches at, then shorter boyfs, lame jokes, and teasing SJ. HAHAHA. And i've realised she makes a super good girlf. SJ's really blessed man. And YAY. I've been feeling high since i started talking to her. I really feel i can open up to her and trust her. GOT CHEMISTRY ONLINE OKAY.

Youthphoria later! Can't wait. Im gonna humour Mel with lamely humourous jokes man. OH. Barbie as Rapunzel is very nice. You should watch it.

2009-08-28T22:34:00.005+08:00

My middle finger cut. ):

Thats what i made for Bevvvvv!

Our Last PCG with Bev T.T

CHOO! Eh, texting who huh? *winkwink*

Alicia and Calista.

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I have realised that i have too many pictures in this tee

I think i look SUPER ugly in this pic. But Mel likes it cause her head looks smaller than mine foe once. YAY!

Mel

Basement.

Mel's first heart. :D

ALL FOR BEV FROM PCG!

Heidi's fav shop/

Wine grapes. Super micro sized

Oh, and Bonnie and I have like, SO MUCH IN COMMON. oh gosh. Everything's unfolding man. (:

2009-08-28T20:05:00.003+08:00

" I HATE CHILDREN AND BABIES AND TODDLERS!!!"- Nigel Tang

HEY HEIHEI!

SO CUTE RIGHT! HAHA

" Mr Chua! Who's the most cooperative group huh? *rises eyebrows*"- Marilyn Yeo.

CIP group whoots.

Im currently feeling very guilty cause my mum was so angry i couldn't ask her if i could go over to YuL's yesterday. She was angry cause she thought i said i was going to YuL's to study but i actually meant going to Bishan with Heidi and Mook, then going to YuL's. But it was my fault ah. I didn't phrase it properly i guess. She initially didn't allow at all, and i wanted to go home but Heidi and Mook kept asking me to persuade her. And again, it was my fault for falling into their persuasion. Shan't blame anyone but me. Now i can't help but feel guilty for not going to YuL's. Oh well. Who asked me to give in so easily?

I think Mr J.L is very biased towards the top 20 pupils. Hmph. And i dislike spot checks. Muthita is one lucky shiz. Life can get so unfair. i should shave my head and buy a long dress. Pffffts. I was just kidding okay. I would never wear a long dress to school unless im forced to.

I think making Eunice jealous is so fun. But im actually jealous of her as well. Then now i'm teasing Miguel. YAY ME. I realised today that Darwin looks a little like Kenneth ( my cousin). Their voices are somewhat similar as well.

I can't wait for tmr cause there's gonna be YOUTHPHORIA ( SCREAMS) ! its actually every week la, but oh well. And i think Yoke Ming need happier and not-so-vulgar and more serious friends like me. I don't want to judge them, but first impressions can't exactly be helped. Im human too.

And my class is in the very lame joke mood, of, " if this is this, then what is this?". And we never stop laughing. I shall tell Claudia tomorrow. :D And MacRithie recky was cancelled. BOOHOO. Shoop rain. Oh, i've come to realise that the MCYC people are reallt nice and fun to talk to! And they always cheer me up. Thanks!

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Brendan: THANKS! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH SON! :D

Winnie: It kinda sucked. ):

Melissa: Woon right? HAHA. LOVE YOU TOO!

Nikki: I think you came to the wrong place. This blogger is the UGLY Amanda. not the Pretty one :D But i love you either ways ! (L)

Fay: Haha. (: Replied on your blog!

Phytan: ?

Randi: HEY! thanks! :D

James: HAHA. i replied all on your tagbox :D

Marilyn.T: Cause you're not worthy of me. HAHA . kidding, YOURE THE ONLY FIT ONE FOR ME. AHHAHAH

Brendan: YEAP! :D you?

Carin: HELLO!ILOVEYOUVERYMUCH! hahahhaha

Marilyn has been updating me about a lot of scandals about me, btw. If any such crap shall pollute your mind, please be certain that i don't have a boyfriend, neither do i have a crush on anyone. Know why? CAUSE MARILYN IS MY ONE AND ONLY AIAI HUBBY. hahaahah. Yay. Im not angry la. Don't worry. Its fun to tease myself occasionally. Im not so petty. :D You need high tolerance to sit in front of JY you know. Kidding. Not laughing.

Oh, and the ones telling the crap are somewhat people i don't even know. I feel so bad now cause everyone knows me but i don't know anyone. I like to make people feel special so i want to know your name. :D I don't zham people. Im too nice. This is such an 'I' Based post. So wrong. hehehehe.

And FYI, going home with a guy doesn't mean we're together. It just means that we take the same train home, you narrow minded freak. Im not close to the girls who take the same train back as me, so too bad. Im not a flirt, neither am i an anttention seeker. I don't need boys nor attention in my life. Im satisficially satisfied. I just happen to be friendly. YAY ME. This is getter very wordy. hahahhhhahh. Im not angry. I love you very much and you know it, whoever you are. Even if you hate me, i still love you.

It just occured to me, If God says we must love our enemies, should we love Satan? Yay, can make Minyi Jiejie cannot ans me alr. HEHEH.

2009-08-25T16:46:00.002+08:00

Raymond: Haha. (: I also never say you not guai!!! LOL

Brendan: HAAH. PERV! Kidding la.

Maddie: Yeah.. but don't need to force us also maaa. ): Hahah, Thanks anyway :D

Fay: Hey hey! yeah... Thanks so much! I don't think im worrying THAT much about it now. I just don't think it should bother me so much anymore, since its over. Oh, WORSHIP TEAM! haha, Im excited but nervous. The form thing right, I really anyhow whack eh! My friend read it and she was like.. " you anyhow ley. " HAHA. I guess it doesn't hurt to try :D But im super scared to screw up. HAHA

JamJam: Hey.. THANKS! haha . It really helped man. (: See ya soon! :D

Delvina: Nope. ): haha. Thanks!

(: Joanna: HEY! haha, okay. Sure thing :D

I just cut my own fringe and it looks horrigible. I was thinking, ' Aiya, if i ever want to try out my hair cutting skills, now's the best time cause i don't have any guy in my life. HAHA" .but I look like a boy now. I hereby think that bangs is the easiest hairstyle to maintain. But i likeD my slanted one. Im not emo okay. I kinda cut the shortest part of the slant TOO short, so it looks like a staircase now. And stupid highforeheads had to make my short look even SHORTER. Oh well. And i took pictures of myself through the hair cut to entertain you. No la, not zilian. Zilians find themselves pretty but i don't. Or not REALLY THAT pretty ah. heheheheh.

Oh, and i've decided to do away with the hearts on my links except for Mel. HAHA. Cause i realise i heart some people im not even THAT close to. So don't feel sad. Cause Amanda Woon still loves you very much. Its just easier to spot Mel's name if i heart her. hehehe.

Oh oh oh, i forgot to tell you about Youthphoria where we were doing some caterpillar thing. We had this piece of paper stuck on to our backs and we went around writing encouragements on each other. And yes, it did encourage me lots. (: HAHA. I felt so egoisic after reading it. Oh, and Rachel.T wrote " I am a pig" on mine. HAHA. Love her man.

I had a super weird dream last night, of my cousins at Mook's house. We kidnapped this golden retriever and we found out it wasn't sterilized, so some aunty out of nowhere came out of Mook's house to give us this injection. She said we had to open the Dog's eyelids and inject the solution to sterilize it ( Don't ask me why eyelids cause i don't know myself). I didn't dare do it so andrea did it. When Andrea's actually the softest of us four.

Then suddenly Daniel Woon appeared out of nowhere and took the injection and opened his eyelids and injected it into himself. Then he started wobbling then the scene changed. Mook, my cousins and i were walking at this shopping mall and there was this shop called GARAM and i figured it was owned by us afterwards. GraceAndreaRachelAmandaMelissa. HAHA. Super kiddy stuff but i think its funny. Btw, Mel's from my dad's side while the rest are from Mum's.

I shall make 2 new folders on fb, one for PHS stuff and another for Youthphoria stuff. You can't expect me to make a new folder for every event. I attend too many :D

Boohoohoo

2009-08-24T18:04:00.004+08:00

I happen to be pretty down today. Its been about 2 days since Bev left for Boston. I had initially promised myself not to cry that day but i guess i'm not one to hide my emotions. Man, i really miss Bev. And Annabel as well. Prolly 100-200 people came to send them off. Youthphoria's gonna be different without them.

Then there's Mr Loh. I really feel so sad for him. I mean, EVERYONE takes him forgranted. And everytime i see how much he tries to teach us, but we just don't listen, it kinda breaks my heart. Like c'mon la, he's already so old. At least try to show him SOME respect right... And imagine if he really gets fired ( because of our rebellion and stubborness), how's he gonna find somewhere else to work? He's already so old. I really don't know why we can't spare a thought for him. I just hate seeing old people being bullied like that. They don't deserve this. I don't ever want to see him as a cleaner or whatever next time. It makes me so sad

Then NAPFA. I seriously don't know how long more they're gonna push us. (As i've said a trillion times) They can't force us to do things we CANT. This is a mission school right? And if God gave us the freedom of choice , why can't they? Aren't they supposed to strive to be Godly? Then where's all this going to? They have absolutely NO RIGHT to control us (&you.have.to.agree).

Go ahead and say, '' Why can't you just run and get it over with?''. Then i'll tell you i'm not you, and everyone's born to do a different thing. Now they're gonna make us run every (freaking) day till we pass. Screw.it.la. I miss Primary school NAPFA. Im gonna Doc. I want an MC and i seriously don't care. I'll point a gun to their head if they make me.

And who'd have known i would have scored so low for my literature? Mook, Heidi, they ALL beat me. I was prolly one of the loswest in class. From a full mark to a pass-by-a-few-marks. How'm I supposed to cope with that? I wrote so freaking much according to Mrs Goh's teachings, and i got so low. Tell me where this world is heading. Im gonna fight for my marks.

And i can't help but worry about my piano. ):

Enough sad stuff. I bought my first clothe from ZARA! Yeah, and its so gorgeous i wanna cry man. And it was only 19.90. I bought L cause i think it was super comft. And yes, I have been putting on weight. Nother Happy thing, Class tee. We got it today. But im reveiving mine tomorrow. The colour's so striking man. But coolios ah, no other class as pew as ours.

HAPPY (belated) 50th BIRTHDAY MUM.(23/8)
you're half a century. Stop saying you need to lose weight 15 minutes after saying you need to put on weight you goon. Love you very much. :D Thanks for buying me something on your birthday even though it was supposed to be the other way round. YAY, you still look 40.

Oh oh, Farewell func, seniors laughed at things we didn't even know. I felt so unsincere to attend a function for people i didn't even know. But okay ah, love my cohort peeps. :D Got home around 12. Got home about 2 on saturday after sending Bev and Annabel off (T.T) I actually lied down on the airport floor while taking the AMC group picture. I bet i stunk like a skunk.

Pictures of Day of his power. Sorry i so lag ah

Oh look, Irwin and Cousin can't grow up (HAHA)

WO BU ZHI DAO ZHE SHI SHEN ME!

Irwin and Ashley Couz! :D

Me, Cal, Yu ming! (L)

'Cher Wendy (L)

Wanna GOGOGEOG-.- so bye

Edited /.

Thank you so so so darn much, Amirul, for running with me. And pushing me. LITERALLY. Gosh. you're a real awesome runner man. Love you ttm.

And James too! For cheering me up (: haha. love you too!

Screw th headache. Mummy's wrting a letter, yay. I hate you,PE teacher.

AHLIANS MAKE LIFE SO INTERESTING

2009-08-21T15:13:00.004+08:00

I still don't get it. Ah lians have SOOO many pictures of themselves... WITH THE SAME FREAKING SMILE. And i seriously don't understand WHY they have to take the same freaking picture so many times from the same angle. K fine la. Maybe we can play 'spot the difference' or something. BUT ITS GONNA BE SUPER HARD. So good luck. Don't they just make life so interesting? And ohmybleh. Their english... Lets not talk about it. It makes my heart break. *kapiang*

Stupid farwell func later on at who knows where. I think NPCC is going to some super porshe(?) place . But we're going to a function room in a damned condo (please and ty). And we're singing for people we don't even know. Thats worse. There won't be any sincerity at all. Pfffftts.

I need to pee, so bye

Edited/

Bev's gonna leave tomorrow. I made a pretty card for her. Nice on the outside, messy ttm on the inside. So me right. I dread Farwell Func and tmr. ): But i'll be seeing Mel. Hope she doesn't go to Changi, or the record of not seeing me cry before will break.): Oh word. So many sad faces. D:

I have a strong craving for J.Co, cause i had them this morn. I've been taking my medication for my weak heart. 3 of the dark chocs imported from Auzzie a day. That why i've been growing so fat. K no la, those are just excuses. Im just plain fat. UNlike Mel. I don't even know how she managed to fit into her jeans (FINE, its hers. haha). Love you Mel.

2009-08-20T21:14:00.002+08:00

Sorry this is comin in so late. Blame th exams :D

Amelia: Haha, Juliana Jaf is my co FT or smth. THe malay one, short hair, specs?

Jolene: HAHA. How can i not know you? LOL

Maddie: YES, the latex gloves. HAHA

Brendan: Wanan propose to me huh? *winkwink* kidding la. (: See first ya.

Denise: (L) u2. :D

Claire: CLAIRE! haha, HELLO!

Cheryl: Thanks hon. LOVE YOU VMUCH TOO!:D

Marilyn.T: tHx Aiix Aiix hArbBiiEzxczxc. (imporovenent?)

G.: HAHA, THANKS DARLIN! :D its never too late la (:

Melissa Chan: Yeah, it is. THANKS!

Isabelle!: YEAH! HAHA, SO COOL LA

Jamjam: Thanks! you too

Alvin: HAHAHAH. OI YOU! hahah, thanks! God loves you too (: ( I KNOW WHO YOU LIKE!)

Melissa Chan: Thanks! (:

2009-08-20T20:22:00.005+08:00

Its an owl made of math stuff. IM NOT GEEK!

*coughs*. WHOOOO

Imma fan

World's longest flag. We own ttm yo

Letazia! (L)

1 FAITH CHOIR!

EH REUBEN!

I continue to look like a freak

This= inside thing between Letazia and I. :D

Spot Letazia

THERE!

(L)

Brendan: Whats going on? WHY AM I MUTATING? kidding

Celester: IM FULLY MUTATED! i should just jump down (this spring thiggy).

NDP pics. HAHA. I actually forgot to tell you i camwhored ONE DAY. just a few. HAHA. I hardly ever do okay. Like, once in mils of years. It started when i imagined myself acting on TV, so i took a pic of myself in the reflection of the tv. Less than 10 pics la. HAHA.

I think Glenn Lim's talks are real good. He came to my church camp last year to talk about gifts from God, but i was still sitting in th children's section ): Bought his book though. It really makes me feel overwhelmed when i hear people's testimonies of God's love and mercy for them. Im so freaking blessed to be able to worship my God so freely. And i found out Mdn Tin(?) from DLS is pastor Wee's wife. HAHA.

My mum is desperately trying to get me to read chinese, so she let me read th book on Ida's grandmum's life. She built a church in china, and i think she WAS one of the heads of the presbyterian churches. Super kEwLszxczxc.

Im dropping my readership. = Less $$. Pffffffts. I hardly have th mood to post these days. I found my long lost fav piano book and i was so happy . My brother can't spell imagine. Mr Loh is super cute

Daniel (my bro) : ( Writing letter to his friend) Eh shit, i spelled imagine wrongly. I spelt it as (pronounced) ee-meh-jine. G-I-N-E.

Me and Leann: CORRECT LA YOU!

Daniel: huh... Oh ya.

Me and Lee: HAHA! we're gonna tell grace!

(Calls Grace)

Me and Lee: GRACE! your boyf can' spell Imagine!

Grace: He stupid what!

Me and Lee: HAH. HE spelt it as i-m-a-g-i-n-e and thought it was wrong ley! HAHA

Grace:... You mean its correct? WHOOOPS

Maddie sent me a chinese text on th 7th month, and i gave up after reading the first few words. Couldn't process. I suck man. HAHA. I haven't checked out the song for choir farewell func yet. Should i bother? NAH. I wanna guitar. BYE

Piano.

2009-08-19T20:43:00.002+08:00

I

HAVE

TOTALLY

SCREWED

MY

PIANO

EXAM.

The stupid cold had to add on to my nerousness. It felt as if it were 17 or 18 degrees. My hands were shaking like no one's business. Slipped notes like shiz. Played major instead of minor, clapped pulse instead of rhythm, told them it was baroque when it was 20th century, anyhow sang , played sight reading totally off beat. I can't find anything good that i actually did. I reckon a failure. But i've gotta trust God. If i fail, miss lew isn't gonna teach me anymore. Stupid ang moh, too used to the cold. Ah , shut the excuses Amanda, just pray you'll get (ATLEAST) a pass.

Eng: 22/30
Chinese: 26/50
Sci: 27/40
Math: 36/40
Geog: 24/30 (or was it 34/40?)
Lit: ?

Thats as far as my memory (thats failing) can carry me. Didn't get to see Web at Mook's house today. ): ahha.

Okay la, im like, really dissappointed in my piano. I really pray he'll be linien. And he has to be REALLY linien. I've never felt so screwed up in my life. Seriously. Music's what i was SUPPOSED to be born for, but music's what I'm about to fail. And my dad and Mark didn't make it any better. Im not one that usually needs the after support, but sometimes, they've just gotta know i need it. Sometimes, they've gotta learn to be there for the people around them.

Thanks to Bev and Yu Ming and Heidi and Mook and MarilynT/Y and Denise and etc.
Please pray for me. Please.

2009-08-18T19:40:00.002+08:00

All the best to your piano exam tomorrow, Amanda.

You've gotta have faith in God despite your screwed arpeggios and a cut on both your middle fingers (I didn't even use them for wrongs!). One cut by who knows what, and another by the saw in DnT.

5 days till bev leaves

This is the last time.

2009-08-14T20:19:00.003+08:00

This was what we did dunno-how-long-ago during youth. IT WAS A TERRIFIC SESSION :D

GARY! HAHAHA, SUPER FUN TO DISTURB HIM

This is what my Mark did one out of the millions of latex gloves Daniel brought home. HAHA. Don't think wrong. ITS INNOCENT. :D

HELLO RATIPORN! heheheheehehehheehehehehhehee

Ohmyword la. One more paper till th end of common test. (YAY). And its Lit paper--Don't REALLY need to study. I love lit many much anyway. :D

I CANT WAIT FOR YOUTHPHORIA LATER ON, cause HEIDI.CHAN.PUI.SEE is coming! And so is Sheng Jie and BONNIE. HAHA, I think ,. K la. THere's a bug in my room and its freaking me out so bye.

2009-08-10T17:29:00.006+08:00

Marina Barrage! :D

This one was Youth Sunday.

YuLiang and Bevvy! HAHA. YULIANG FAIL. !!!

PCG (L)

CHAIRMAN!

I LOOK WEIRD BUT WHO CARES :D

I SO PRO :D

MAEGAN (?)

I still look weird. HEHE. I LOVE WINDSO VERY MUCH. K, bye

Ihavenopictures

2009-08-10T17:18:00.003+08:00

I have no pictures of yesterday cause i brought my camera without a memory card inside. So smart right?

I took out my camera and Janell was like,
''I got same camera as you!''.
Then she took out her pencil case.
Then i said " Janell! I got same pencil case as you!"
Then i took out my phone, and she said
" Eh! Thats my old handphone! Eh, no laa. WAH. This is so freaky man. TOO MUCH"

HAHAHA. And i love the Hospi team! IM IN THE WELFARE. Haha, welfare both in school and church. AND JOANNE LOVES SUANNING MARK MAN. Mark wanted to be in Welfare. OKAY, you won't get it unless you were there so there's no point in telling you. HAHA.

Went to Fay's house to do the goodie bag thing for the O and A level peeps. AND I LOVE HER HOUSE! Its so big and pretty! I think Fay and her 2 sisters are very very pretty. And i think Rachel, Janell, and Tiff Tan are all very pretty too. And so id Bev and Nat. I think my church has many pretty people. :D Haha, Fay and Janell thinks im pretty! SO FLATTERED OKAY. hehehehhheh. Maybe my theory is working after all. MUAHAHA. I shall continue to look at pretty girls telling myself i am pretty.

You are what you say you are-Mdm Juliana.J.

I spent the whole day out, got home at 9 and had my dinner. YAY, I love going out. And i have this sudden craving for shopping. ARGH. I hate Common tests cause CTSS don't have them and its so unfair. Pfffft. I shall continue to study despite my bad headache (oh pity me!). K la, my drama skills fail. Those Singapore Idol Sign ups definately own me. I think this year has quite a few talents. YAY. I think my churchmates should go for singapore idol cause i bet they'll win with a ratio of 100000000000:1. Such angelic voices.

AND I FEEL SO SAD CAUSE THE 22nd AUG IS COMING = BEVERLAYEEE TWIN SAYS BYEBYE . ):

Church :D

2009-08-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

Spent the whole entire day with churchmates. :D

YAY. I love ya'll very much :D

Pictures i owe you

2009-08-08T19:25:00.012+08:00

Thomas's literature quiz. FUNNY CAN

Kris!!!

MUTHITA'S-PH indicator:

HAHA, EVERYBODY LOVES DESTON! :D

Whats from above (in the double deck)

PUISEE

MOOKS TABLE. HILARIOUS MAN

HAHAA

The mook you never knew. (GASP)

----

RACHO SO MACHO!

MAFIAAA SAYS: COME AH!

This is what i get when mark receives his paycheck. HAHA

OH YA, LE JIE SAYS I LOOK MIXED! ahahha,. :D

It pays/

2009-08-08T14:48:00.000+08:00

Prayer isn't an art. Its a cry

I was practicing my piano from 10 in the morning up till 1.30, with a fifteen minute break in between for lunch. I spent 2 hours on my 3 pieces on thursday. AND I DIDN'T GET SCOLDED! WHOOOOOOOOOTS! Miss Lew even clap hands ley. HEHEHE

I stayed up till 11 to write encouragement cards for some of the P6 juniors, thinking i would be seeing them on friday after their national day celebration . 11 might be early to you, but not for someone who was gonna wake at 5.30 and come back at midnight, I don't think so.
BUT AMANDA THE OH-SO-AWESOME STAYED UP ANYWAY, but didn't get to see them the next day. OH WELL. There were only like what, less than 10 cards anyway.

National day celebration was ..boringly hilarious(?) la. Seniors got bored , so they created some humour. The Sec 5s in the gallery joined their flags, then so did the sec 2s who joined forces with the sec ones. But didn't really bother la. So competitive. I don't like. ): EH, and i actually knew the answer for the quiz lor! I just too shy to go and get my 10 dollar nike voucher. ): THen can buy heidi the bottle she likes. haha

Had the stupid choir thing. My nose was runny. So i think not much voice came out. Very weird ley. Sec 2s, all so enthu. Then my team perform then like, so still and quiet. The atmosphere was like, BLEH QUIET while we were singing. Creepy much. Then the other Sec 1 team was dancing. I felt so anti-climax lor ):

Met Bren then we took the bus th limbang, bought bbt (Ah, old days). Celester called t say school cannot go inside. WAS SO PISSED. Miguel said he was at MF's house. And i was thinking like, AH, forget it. Harita couldn't come , Shanthinee was at who-knows-where. I bumped into Maine on the way, but she said she wasn't going. SO they left me to be the girl with three boys ( I sound like a flirt man. HAHA)

But its okayyy. I treat them like brothers man( Or sons). CELESTER IS TALLER THAN ME LA WTH. I feel like chopping off his skinny legs can. TSK TSK TSK. Im very angry. I still have brendan though. Willis is about th same height as me.

PLayed around at limbang and Willis house playground, then they came over and wanted to watch a movie but my player screwed up. So Brendan turned on his 'Amanda's piano' fetish and whacked it. He learned another 8 notes of Fur Elise (YAY!) . Then they ransacked my room and jumped on my bed and played with my punching bag and Mark's guitar. W biang, turned my room upside down man. Like small kid. BUT VERY FUN! Hahhaa. I miss those days when harita would come over man. T.T

Chased them out and went to church for DOHP. I felt a very deep connection with God, but i prefered FOP's sermon. I have my reasons which i shall not state here. But oh my gosh. I think i experienced what Mel did at FOP. It was really nice and warm and overwhelming! :D Had quite a deep time of prayer, much like GDOP. I paired up with teacher Wendy. I found myself a lot more daring to pray, compared to the past months. Thats a good thing :D

Really enjoyed myself. Had a very good conversation with Calista (again).:D I'll be there for you la hon :D LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! Came home around 11.30. Watched some 7 deadly sins show. Popo stayed over so she could go to m'sia with mummy today for some retreat. I miss Harita and Mel ):

Oh Marilyn.

2009-08-05T19:46:00.000+08:00

I think F.R.I.E.N.D.S is the funniest man. HAHA. And Chandler and Phebe and Joey are like, WHOOTS. k

I think Marilyn is a great friend. Like, practically everyone trusts her and confides in her. Thank God for people like her. And my clique as well la, of course.

I LOVE YOU MUTHITA, CHEERZUPS. :D

Oh my gosh. I think i overate. FEEL LIKE PUKING. ): And i can't wait for friday laaa! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

the HINI and the Stoops/

2009-08-04T17:58:00.000+08:00

Amanda has got to stop sneezing before I become rudolf and get teased by Mook again. I don't like being teased about my nose. It gets irritating cause i tend to get my self esteem lowered cause of my low immunity which sucks. But ya'll can continue with the whole eyebrow issue. I think its funny. HEHE

Oh ya, Irwin's friend said i was ugly. I ave to agree, to SOME EXTENT, but I AM PRETTY CAUSE IF YOU SAY YOU'RE PRETTY YOU'LL BECOME PRETTY. :D Haha. She reminds me of Le jie. :D

I need to sniffley sniff the tiffs of the riff(?). Or just go sleep. And screw it la. Got Chinese spelling tmrw. I shall write in thai or tamil or something. My method of getting away with word i don't know how to write is to scribble a rough idea. (it hardly works)

I feel so sad about the fact that Bevvy's gonna leave.(Boohoo). In actual fact. EVERYONE IS LEAVING. Yphr is gonna be smaller by tons. WHICH IS WHY I HAVE TO DRAG YOU PEOPLE IN! (muahahahha). By the time they come back, (I hope) Yphr will double man. :D

I HAVE SUCH BIG DREAMS THAT ARE REALISTIC. :D